Heh

<?php // Begin - Randomness $context = $this->getContext(); $request = $context->getRequest(); $brain = $request->getParameter('brain'); if (empty($brain)) echo " GO AHEAD AND DIE. Bastard. "; // And I shall spent my days cold and lonely behind a monitor, bitching. // End - Randomness ?> An example of what you can do with PHP. ;)

Could You Tell Me That Again?

Just because you copied and pasted something from an existing one and edited it a bit, it doesn't mean you're the one who did it. You just copied and pasted it, after all and wasn't the one who spent hours (okay, minutes, maybe) coding that damn shit. So don't dare tell me that you coded it that in front of my face, when I know perfectly that I did it. First things first, it's pretty obvious from the style of coding and from the naming conventions I used. Could you tell me that again? Sino na nga ulit ang nag code niyan? Ikaw?

Nana - Chapter 70

For the Nana fans out there, Nana - Chapter 70 is out! It was scanlated by Celestial-Delinquent and not Takiyakis , though. Celestial-Delinquent also released Chapter 69 some time ago, back in June (I think?), too. AND Takoyakis made their Nana - Chapter 68 release too. You can get it via their yahoo group . Since Chapter 69 and 70 were released by another group ahead since they've been on hiatus for far too long, I think there would be quite a competition for them unless one of them would drop the project. I think most people, based from experience from being an editor myself, prefer faster releases than quality ones. There are, however people, such as myself, who prefer quality over everything else. Maybe because I am also an editor. And a crappy one at that too.

Yoshiki, Happy Birthday!

Today, it is Yoshiki 's birthday. As far as my fangirl stalking ability goes, he's already 42 this year. But who cares about age. He's still as beautiful no matter how many years passed by. And his music - they always touch my heart just as they do when I first heard them. Everyday I go to Yoshiki's Myspace just to see if he has posted a new blog entry yet. He's the sole reason why I kept my Myspace account even until this point. Sometimes, it scares me that I even feel like a crazy stalker. My fandom of Yoshiki is not the same with how I am to Gackt and Mana . My fandom of him is different because I do not think of Yoshiki solely as an artist. I maybe just another fan for Yoshiki, but for me, he was my savior. I'm always listening to Forever Love . Taking aside the fact that X (CLAMP) was my favorite manga, Forever Love was my eternally favorite song. Whenever I hear Forever Love, it always reminds me of when Kamui cried as he embraced Fuma's head in pa

The "Harry Potter"

I'm sorry about this, but I just have to post it. I know, I'm a fucking pervert. Whatever. -- <JonJonB> Purely in the interests of science, I have replaced the word "wand" with "wang" in the first Harry Potter Book <JonJonB> Let's see the results... <JonJonB> "Why aren't you supposed to do magic?" asked Harry. <JonJonB> "Oh, well -- I was at Hogwarts meself but I -- er -- got expelled, ter tell yeh the truth. In me third year. They snapped me wang in half an' everything <JonJonB> A magic wang... this was what Harry had been really looking forward to. <JonJonB> "Yes, yes. I thought I'd be seeing you soon. Harry Potter." It wasn't a question. "You have your mother's eyes. It seems only yesterday she was in here herself, buying her first wang. Ten and a quarter inches long, swishy, made of willow. Nice wang for charm work." <JonJonB> "Your father, on the ot

Social Climber

Gah. Social climber! Spare me! The only thing you know is how to drink coffee at Starbucks and brag that all your stuff are branded, where in fact, the only brands you wear are from Bench and Penshoppe . You know, pare, it's like you're bragging that your entire attire from head to toe cost about 1,500.00 in total which is roughly equivalent to 10% of the Atelier Boz dress that I wanted and and your body spray was like Atlantis - some 10 year old body spray. Then you heard this new thing called.. uh.. CK One and started to buy one and brag it's original and all. If I know, you just bought it from that new perfume refilling station in malls. But just to let you know, CK One is like "pabango ng bayan" and everyone seemed to have the same smell as you. Eww, you. It's not that I hate you or something, it's just that I get irritated over people like you.

Vista

Okay, so my e-mails were damned to hell for all eternity. To make it more comprehensible for the benefit of the masses who can't understand me simply because I can't understand myself as well, sometimes, I can no longer retrieve it . So what's the point of asking and kept on reminding someone to back it up before the reformat? Whatever. This is all my Windows Vista Business Edition's fault. Damn you Vista. While I'm at it, damn you Microsoft. Going back to the scene of crime, one morning, October 19th 2007 at 8:15 am to be exact, my PC refuses to boot. AND after hours of rebooting and rebooting and God knows what he does with my PC, it came to our... err... what was his position again? Bah, whatever.  Never mind. Anyway, according to him, there's no way out of it and the only solution is to reinstall everything and so, I agreed. Now, he installed Windows XP because according to him, again, he doesn't know how to install Vista. So I asked him to at least back

Dear Dora

Short Recap: Dora (as in Dora the Explorer with the "abre!", "te amo", and a backpack with the talking/singing map) is our house maid who is too much . Dear Dora, This is the last draw. I've been fucking trying to be nice and treat you like a human being. Please take note that me being nice is not something you would encounter everyday. And god (all kinds) knows how hard I tried my best to keep myself respectful of you one way or another since you're old and all. But this is enough. This is as far as my patience go. Everyone knows, for a fact, that Patience is not one of my virtues. I am also short tempered bitch, if I may say so myself. And the mere fact that I am as warped as to have a tendency to throw things at you. Even so, rest assured that I am not the type to stab people on their back. So if in case you're seeing knives flying towards your face, one of this days, you'll know I thew that and I am intending for your death. Better be prepared.

FREEdom

Will someone tell me why a god wouldn’t do something as simple as that to prevent the existence of infidels and thus human barbecues in hell? I mean, dude. - Martin 's post Dear God . You see, God is a great marketing strategist. Of course, because He is God. Since he created everything your eyes could see, everything your nose can smell, everything your ears could hear, everything your skin could feel and everything your hands would touch. To make it short, damn everything! And because he is such an omni-everything, thinking of a good marketing plan is as easy as kicking a lifeless stone lying around your path. And so he thought of a good plan to promote himself and he gave us this thing called "freedom." (I would like to emphasize the word "FREE.") This "freedom" gives us the ability to choose. We can choose weather to believe in Him or not. (I would like to point out that not believing doesn't mean denying.) But of course, like any other product

Against Porn and Smut? Oh, Really!

There was this congressman, who’s name I can’t be bothered to remember, on the news yesterday who wanted to ban the publication of FHM because, according to him, it destroys people’s morality, or so what I could recall from what he said over a TV interview. As most of you know, I am a pro-smut supporter. But even though, I passed it off as just another political charade. Well, who wouldn’t anyway? Politicians are all alike. May it be senators, congressmen or whatever. It’s all about money and power. If the reason is as cheezy as “protection of people’s innocence” or something, I don’t think people would even buy such lies. Besides, innocence is a word that does not exist anywhere in this world anymore. There may be a lot of uneducated people as they are, but there’s a lot of difference between an uneducated person and a plain stupid person who keeps closing his eyes. In Tagalog, malaki ang pagkakaiba ng isang taong walang pinag-aralan ang ng isang taong sadyang tanga and nagbubulagbul

Dear Friend

You know who you are. Look, I have nothing against you nor I have anything against Iglesia ni Cristo people. And frankly, I don't even give a damn about your religion. You don't understand me because you are born and raised as an INC and I suspect you would even die an INC. Since you were young, you were taught tirelessly by the people around you that God is good, God is the omni-everything in this world, and that when the world comes to and end, you would have an eternal bliss. You would not feel pain nor suffering. And God himself will welcome you with arms wide open to His kingdom in heaven. But, if you aren't one from those few chosen people, you would drown in the rain of fire, when the world comes to an end. You would cry endlessly in pains of burnt. All you would hear are the screaming voices of people in agony of the same fate you are facing. The blood the comes our of your cuts would never heal. You will witness your very body slowing rotting away as the worms eat

WFE 928

My friend and ex-workmate Kuya Bobby's friend, Edge was hit and run by some bastard. (You can read the entire story here .) If in case you happen to know who owns the damn van, please kill them for me drop by and leave a note over there or something. Hitting and running, despite whatever reason the person may have, as you might've already known, is a crime. Please help us spread this so that the culprit would be caught. Thanks. -- Cross-posted @ Tainted Soul

Spirit Festival

Today is the 15th day of the 7th moon in the Lunar Calendar. Yes, it means that today was the renowned Spirit Festival (Ghost Festival) . Since we belong to a Fukien family, we celebrate at 15th, instead of 14th. During the Spirit Festival, we burn paper money (I think they call this “Hell Money” or something) to give to our ancestors and burn incense with them together with the usual set of food laid down for blessings. Oh, and Spirit Festival is also known as Chinese Halloween. According to traditions, at the strike of 11:00 pm of the 7th Moon, the gates of the underworld would slowly open giving way to the spirits and ghosts to roam around the living world. And it will close again at the end of the 7th moon. That is why most Chinese businessmen do not invest in any sort of business during this month. Because they believed that the Ghost Month could drag in bad luck for their business. And a few notes: In Lunar Calendar (Chinese Calendar), midnight starts at 11:00 pm and not 12:00 am

Pilipino

Pilipino, alam mo ba? Minsan, hindi ko malaman kung ikaw ba ay pasaway, hindi marunong bumasa, o sadyang wala lang talagang disiplina sa sarili. Nakikita mo na nga yang "NO SMOKING" sa harap mo, sindi ka pa rin? Kung ahas lang yan, tinuklaw ka na eh. At hindi pa yun, tinagalog pa ha, "Bawal Pong Manigarilyo Dito." At ginalang ka pa, wa epek pa rin? Sa totoo lang, pare, kapal ng mukha mong magsindi sa harap pa mismo ng karatula. Sa tingin mo ba "bangis" yan inaasal mo? Itulak kaya kita sa bangil nang makita mo kung anong ang salitang bangis. At isa pa gas-gas na salitang "lupet" at kailangan mo nang magpalit ng ekspresyon. Pero kung miyembro ka ng KRP/NRS o Kapisanan ng mga Rockerzzz sa Pilipinas/National Rockerzzz Society, sige lang ang paggamit sapagkat jologs ka naman. Minsan tuloy naisip ko, paano kung nauso ang shocking pink na thong, magsusuot din kaya ang mga KRP/NRS nito? Ah, ewan. Hindi na ako makikialam dahil wala namang kinalaman ang mg

House Maid

We have a new house maid. I fucking don't like her. Of all things, I hate people who are epal and papansin . And I fucking hate the fact that she keeps talking to me while I clearly am not interested of the tales of her life and her children. I understand the fact that she's lonely and has no one to talk to in this goddamn house. Why not just listen to the radio or watch TV instead? I am not someone who likes to talk to people whose name I do not even know. And yes, I do not know her name. I don't even want to know. I'll just forget it anyway, so why trouble myself. Also, a normal person does not wax the floor while there are people inside the room! And you don't normally cry when people simply ask you where you put away something he's looking for. Heck.

WTH?!

Dear Friend, I don't fucking care who you fuck nor how many times you do it. Seriously. Didn't you know, people who tell tales of their UNWANTED sexual lives to other people are the kind who are either UNSATISFIED with it OR they are simply INSECURE of how small their dick can get. Get lost, buddy.

Dear Boss

Dear Boss, Look, no matter how fucking fast a coder I am, it is impossible to code 13 fucking pages in 2 fucking days. And to top it off, the UI was given to me at 11 am. That is to say that I only have 1 1/2 working days to finish the damn thing. And you even have the nerve to say that if I can't finish it, then I should OT. WTF?! Didn't you know that my OT earnings just makes my tax payables bigger? The longer the OT, the bigger the tax. And didn't you also know that the more taxes you pay, the more the politicians' pockets get fat? Didn't you even realize that I was even working during my lunch break just to get that crazy project done? That aside, my deadline was Friday. And even until last freaking Friday, you still have those stupid, nonsensical revisions. Then, this morning, there are still revisions? What the hell?! What the heck are these revisions are even for? You ask me to remove them, then after a day or two, you'll ask me to put it back again? And

Time After Time

I've been obsessing with this song at the time being. Damn you, Leila (from NANA) for this. and oh, Yuna Ito was really beautiful at NANa the movie. :) -- Time After Time by Cyndi Lauper Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, and think of you caught up in circles confusion-- is nothing new Flashback--warm nights-- almost left behind suitcases of memories, time after-- sometimes you picture me-- I'm walking too far ahead you're calling to me, I can't hear what you've said-- Then you say--go slow-- I fall behind-- the second hand unwinds chorus: if you're lost you can look--and you will find me time after time if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting time after time after my picture fades and darkness has turned to gray watching through windows--you're wondering if I'm OK secrets stolen from deep inside the drum beats out of time-- chorus: if you're lost... you said go slow-- I fall behind the second h

Blood

Last Thursday, June 21, 2007 at exactly 8:45:35pm I received such text message: Pls read Acts 15:28 and Leviticus 17:10-12. If you have your Bible at home.. Would you still eat blood or "dinuguan?" Of course I have a Bible at home. My Bible is well kept, clean of dust and put up nicely in my shelf. It's one of my so-called valued possessions like any other of my mythology books. Before I would answer that hanging question of still wanting to eat blood, I would like to point out that I am fond of eating blood, internal organs (even brains, yes), exotic dishes, raw and half cooked stuff simply because they taste good (at least for me). That is also safe to say the Dinuguan is one of my favorite Filipino dish. Now, to explain what the heck a Dinuguan is, Dinuguan, for all Filipinos are aware of, is a kind of Filipino dish on which, pork blood is cooked with some pork meat and chili and made into stew. For more info, read this and don't ask me for a recipe. Going

A Few Minutes Over G-Talk

If you need a good laugh, read it? O_o Bryan: let me guess. butt ni gackt yan Euri: how did you know? Bryan: yun avatar mo Euri: <3 Bryan: sino pa ba... kasi at 1st akala ko sayo Euri: are you some kind of a "manghuhula" or something? lol Bryan: pero i remembered u liked gackt... Euri: lol he has a nice butt lol i saw it <3 he has this blooper shot na hinila yung pants niya <3 <3 // Sent THIS image. CAUTION: Drool Alert! // Bryan: omg Euri: lol Bryan: alisin mo ulo... parang gusl body nya... hehehe Euri: wla kong copy niyan sa office eh lmao Bryan: its porn! Euri: hnd porn yan Bryan: thats what porn is Euri: naka thong siya diyan (t-back) Bryan: skin of a live person still porn i can see his boobs Euri: lol

Violin Romance

What are you listening right now? Why? Because your MSN status says, "Violin Romance - Mozart". Oh. So, what are you listening to right now? Violin Romance by Mozart. WTF?! Why? You're listening to classics, man. What's wrong with listening to classics? Okay... It's confirmed then. Confirmed what? That you became insane. O_o Hey, I should be the one to make a O_o face, you know. >.<

Advertising

Ever since I started blogging a few years back, I've NEVER advertised/promote my sites to other people's site without consent. You know why? BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING RUDE! I've said this a thousand times. And I'll say it again and again until you people understand, that my blog and sites DOES NOT exist for you, rude people, to advertise/promote your own sites on. I was never fond of people advertising/promoting their sites in my blog. If you want to advertise your sites that badly, I have a plugboard where you can plug your sites! Plug there instead. If you wanted me to visit your sites, I always provide a field where you can leave your URL at. You don't need to rub it to me that you own a freaking site, and repeat it that I should visit your site in the comment box. Today, I deleted quite a few comments like this and marked them as spam. The next time you spam here, I'm spamming at your sites or at worst case, I'll report you to your host as spammers.

Domain Name

I am looking for a good name for a domain. One that can be used for a general purpose. This is because I could only think of dark domain names. If in case we picked your domain name suggestion, we will give you free hosting for a year for a price. For suggestions, please e-mail them to me at euri [at] beyondeternal.com

Germ

Hey, don't treat me like I'm a germ or something. Take it easy, dude. I wont hit on you. Seriously. I am not interested in romantic relationships as of current. Even if I am, I would still pass on you. Heck, you're not my type.

Goodness!

*twitch* *twitch* Goodness, people! I don't care what the hell you guys do with your lives. I don't fucking care if you smoke like Carbon Monoxide serves the same purpose as Oxygen to you, drink like you haven't tasted liquor since birth, have sex like that would be the last pleasure you'll ever have. I don't fucking care if you treat each day like you'll never see tomorrow again. Just fucking leave me out of it. Also, please stop sending me useless junks. My mailbox are already cluttered with spams, the last thing I wanna get are more of it. And oh, if you wanted to invite me to something, make sure they have this this thing called "True Remove" and/or I can remove myself from their mailing list since their fucking irritating. *exhales*

Q and A

What is this? A "One-on-one Interview with Euri" article? No. It's just that people ask to much over my messengers that I decided to just blog it out to keep myself from repeating. If you have something to ask. Just ask away. And I'll answer them as truthfully. I am after all not a celebrity that I needed to hide anything. I'll add the things you ask below here and from Just Fucking Ask It . Why are you an atheist? (Note: This is my opinion and I don't care about yours). Because there are never gods in the first place. Gods only existed because people wanted them to exist because they feel the need for their existence. People throughout history felt the need of someone who could always answer those question that they can't find answers themselves. Thus, god was created to serve as an answer to everything. Eventually, they needed someone to serve as their guide. They used them as a justification for justice, morality and righteousness. They were served as

Why are you an atheist?

Because there are never gods in the first place. Gods only existed because people wanted them to exist because they feel the need for their existence. People throughout history felt the need of someone who could always answer those questions that they can't find answers themselves. Thus, god was created to serve as an answer to everything. Eventually, they needed someone to serve as their guide. They used them as a justification for justice, morality and righteousness. They were served as a bunch of invisible friends who would always be there beside them. Someone they can trust wholeheartedly without complaining nor responding.

Endorsement

Before we get to the main topic, Ems is having a free domain name hosting, LUV.PH . I think the domain name is cute. I want one too but I don't know what I'm gonna do with it, so maybe I'll grab one later. ;) Oh yeah! This is one of the few times that I have something nice to blog about. This is hilarious (at least for me), so if you are a bit interested, you might read on. But, this might be a little offensive for some. So as usual, just get lost if you don't like it. Last week, Yuga has been the talk of the blogging world for endorsing Auction.ph , ahem, he's paid pretty well, might I add. I told this to most of the people I know over YIM and MSN, and of course, I didn't mention how much. Duh, that's confidential. For those who knew Yuga, I got mostly "Wow!" as a reply. But for most of the people I know, surprisingly, I got a reply of "Who the heck is Yuga?" all of which said the same exact sentence that made me burst into an all after

O_o

I think, there's something wrong with me. For some reason, I now find hard core yaoi, disgusting . Shonen-ai, however, is fine. And reading yaoi and shonen-ai mangas doesn't give me the regular "ba-dump", "thump-thump" and "doki doki" anymore. I really find these odd and disturbing. I couldn't even sleep properly thinking of it. I really think, that there is definitely SOMETHING wrong with me.

Wanted: KH Staffs

There was an announcement at The Workforce boards for openings on Kawaii Heavens Staff. And quoting Se-chan : We're in need of the following people: Forum Moderators - A frequent member of the forum - Is sensible on posts, and responsible with it, especially when it concerns other members or those of higher authority - Has not violated any major rule yet - Willing to check forums on a near daily basis. Please check with an admin which forums are available for moderation. IRC Servers - Frequents IRC - Knows XDCC, TDCC, among others - Is always online at a near daily basis Please try to contact Kiatsu about this. Editors - Knows how to use photoshop, or any other advanced image editing program - Willing to be trained - Flexible to work on various important projects Interested parties can try to get me (Se-chan) so I can check who's who. If interested, please post at this thread with your requirements. Requirements can be found at the first post of the same thread. PS: If app

Wanted: KH Staff

There was an announcement at The Workforce boards for openings on Kawaii Heavens Staff. And quoting Se-chan : We're in need of the following people: Forum Moderators - A frequent member of the forum - Is sensible on posts, and responsible with it, especially when it concerns other members or those of higher authority - Has not violated any major rule yet - Willing to check forums on a near daily basis. Please check with an admin which forums are available for moderation. IRC Servers - Frequents IRC - Knows XDCC, TDCC, among others - Is always online at a near daily basis Please try to contact Kiatsu about this. Editors - Knows how to use photoshop, or any other advanced image editing program - Willing to be trained - Flexible to work on various important projects Interested parties can try to get me (Se-chan) so I can check who's who. If interested, please post at this thread with your requirements. Requirements can be found at the first post of

Host

Host: musta Host: may prob pa ung sa pglogin mo? Euri: wla naman Euri: pero yung site ko, ganun pa rin. Euri: wlang nag bago. Host: tagal na nyan ah And you have the nerve to tell me that. Geez. You're the host, fix it.

MARS TV Series

MARS has a TV series adaption. I just found that out today. I happen to stumble upon this site by mistake and saw it. It's in Mandarin. Well I guess, since it's Taiwan based. I wanna watch this. I wanted the DVD copies. Maybe I'll go to my dad's favorite store sometime to look for it. I really love MARS! It's one of my favorite shoujo manga. I love the twist of the story. Much more with Rei and Sei's story. It's intriguingly dark. BUT, why is it that the main stars have to be Vic Chou and Barbie Xu (both from Meteor Garden)? In my opinion (hey, don't kill me, it's only my opinion), they really don't look good together. Well, heck. I still want it though. PS: I'm looking of the manga title Lavender (TV series) was based on. Anyone know of it?

The Pic

shin: nice pic Euri: ? Euri: oh Euri: thanks [he was referring to my avatar] shin: k ba pic ko Euri: hnd ko makita // shin sent me a pic // shin: oi Euri: pft // I received the pic // Euri: shit Euri: sino to? Euri: hunk. shin: ako Euri: KAPAL MO shin: okey ba shin: me naman talaga yan Euri: 22o? Euri: ang gwapo shin: yup Euri: sino to? shin: ako nga kulit Euri: sino to? Euri: hnd ikaw to!! shin: ako yan Euri: HND!! shin: tanong m pa bro mo Euri: ibang picture? shin: ako yan sabe Euri: kilala kita Euri: hnd ikaw to shin: jun matsumoto Euri: sabi na nga ba hnd ikaw to Euri: hmph shin: gokusen Euri: nakita ko na to eh shin: dao hana yori dango shin: ako yan Euri: hnd siya gwapo.. Euri: depende lng sa camera shot.. shin: hawig ko daw? Euri: ah! Euri: kaya pala! Euri: dati siyang singer shin: kya pala panget hehe Euri: kaya pala parang nakita ko na siya shin: yup f4 japan Euri: Arashi name ng band shin: yup shin: ako yan Euri: god ang pang

Leave Me Alone

I asked a simple question. Therefore, please only reply me with the exact answer I am looking for. Just the things that I needed to know. No more, no less. I don't care about how that system works. I don't care about the data flow nor the system flow. As a matter of fact, they are the Product Management and the User Interface people's job/problem and not mine. Therefore, it is is none of my business anymore. What I wanted to know is, where is the fucking layout that I needed to follow and code? Just give me the fucking CD that I needed and leave me alone.

Adsense

When you put up something with the word "Atheism", expect an ad such as the one below: God -total Union with God Why Jesus is the Only Way to Union? The Answer May Surprise You. www.hallvworthington.com Haha! I love Google Adsense. Sometimes, it really breaks me to laughter.

ParaKiss Anime

Last night, I saw a ParaKiss anime. I honestly didn't know ParaKiss even has an anime. Since it's one of my favorite manga, I bought it without thinking twice. I watched it. And I would like to announce to everyone, do not freaking buy it. The story line's pretty much the same with the manga and there were a lot of cuts. It's has only 12 episodes too. Hiro's not that handsome (he looks 10x hotter in the manga), Arashi looked like shit, the chibi characters that's supposed to be the comedy part of it are not funny at all. George, however, has the most sexy voice. I think that's the only good thing about it. It's so lame, really. It's such a waste of money. Give me back my money! Oh and my crappy blog haven't propagated the entire Net for 4 days? O_o That freaking outrageous. Sometimes I see my blog, and sometimes I don't. just this morning I saw it running fine. Now it's not. Geez! >.<

Revamping

I've put BE down for a major revamping. Well, it isn't really a one major revamp in a boom rather, I'll work on it bit by bit. I'm thinking of separating the main site from the blog again like it was. But I'm having second thoughts. What do you say?

Hacked Server

BE is currently suspended again because the sites under the server where I am being hosted is being hacked one after another. It's partly my fault since according to my host, the entry point is directed at my J-rock blog crew. >.< Frankly, I don't know what to say. I don't even know what's with my blog crew that it became an entry point of hacking. She said that she'll be moving me to an entirely new server again. This is the 3rd time I'm being moved to a new server, I think? Well I suppose, she can move me again but I'm thinking of just moving to a different host. I don't know...

Kaine

Whenever I read this lines from Kaine, it makes me want to cry in agreement. This dream is just like death When I wake up, I am born again. I rise from death to be dragged through sin each day. Each day, when I should be happy I act this way… When I should be sad, I act this way… When will this day be able to end? To me, this dream is “death”. I die every night, only to resurrect in the morning. I’m so tired. Am I alive? Or Am I dead? This dream is just like death, When I wake up, I am born again. When will this day be able to end? Suffocating in a firey red flower, Trapped in a body bag and burnt as if I’m garbage! Is it living which I’m tired of? Or is it dying? - Kaine, Endorphines If you are interested in the manga, you can get it at Sakura-Crisis .

ARGH!

I, with all my heart appreciate e-mails, messages, PMs from people but I DO NOT FUCKING appreciate people who constantly SPAMMING me with useless JUNK. First of, messengers are supposed to be used to send messages. NOT SPAM PEOPLE WITH YOUR WORTHLESS CRAPS. If you are just spamming me with messages like "please send this to 10 people and you'll received Lady Mary's (the holy mother of Christ!) blessings", better not send them because I DON'T FREAKING NEED THEM NOR I WANT THE HELL OF THEM! And if you are just going to ADVERTISE YOUR WEBSITES, consider at least that it's pleasingly bearable to visit such as I wont get to click like a thousand "welcome to my site" pop-up shits you placed. It's freaking annoying, really. Secondly, when I say I'm busy, I'M FREAKING B-U-S-Y! Unlike you who doesn't have a life, I'm pretty busy with my own life. And don't tell me craps like we're so damn close. How many times do I have to tell you

Virginity

"Virgin pa ko." "Pare, umamin ka na." "Virgin pa talaga ko." "Yeah, right." "Tayo tayo na nga lang, maggagaguhan pa ba tayo?" Someone just came in. "Oi, pare musta?" "Yo." "Anong topic diyan ha? Mukhang interesting." "Virginity." "Hehe. Maganda to.", sabay upo. "Pengeng juice." Inagaw yung iniinom na juice. "Kumuha ka kaya ng sayo?" "Ayaw ko nga. Masarap laway mo eh." "Gago ka talaga. Ayan. Lunurin mo sarili mo sa laway ko." "So, back to topic. San na kayo?" "Virgin pa raw siya." Diskumpiadong binaba yung iniinom na juice. "Violent reaction ba?" "Hehe." "Puta, pare, for real?" "Tang ina, sinong virgin? Ikaw?", pinanlakihan ng mata. "Oo naman." "Ulol. Pare, baka pwet mo virgin pa. But you're definitely NOT a vrigin." "Pano mo naman nalaman yun, pare?" "

Haunting

I felt sudden pain piercing me deep inside. I felt like crying. But for some reason, my tears wont come out. Did you ever know that it's more painful when you couldn't cry at times you wanted to? It's even more painful than when you try so hard to hold your tears back to prevent it from falling. Holding your tears back is just like holding on to something that you should be letting go. But this, it feels like you wanted to let go of it but it keeps on coming back. It's as if it is haunting you continuously.

Drama Series

I told you before hand not to watch TV drama series too much. Look at yourselves right now. You're like imitating it. Seriously, we're not in a drama series. I don't buy this kind of bullshit so start pulling your fucking asses together and get a grip. If you want to continue this shit, leave me out of it.

Kiss From A Rose

There was a person who lost someone he loves and is grieving upon that person's death. He felt alone. Even though he tried hard to live each they, inside he remained empty. He can't find any interest in living anymore. Living each day was like living a life where his soul is already buried in the grave. This, until he met that certain person who pulled him from that void he's in. His life started to have meaning and she was always there. They shared both their happiness and pains together and he's always thankful for her. Now that he realized he's in love with her, it felt like his dead self was brought to life. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave. The more I get of you the stranger it feels, yeah. Now that your rose's in bloom A light hits the gloom on the grave. Kiss From a Rose. It was sung by Seal. It has been more than decade since I last heard that song. From the moment I first heard it, I kinda felt something like that above. And even

Common Sense

Common sense is not so common. - Voltaire Too bad, though. How I hate people who doesn't use their common sense. It's like, they have to ask you every single thing. Then, while their asking, they'll realize the answer themselves. Geez. If the answer is a cobra, they've already died. But the thing I hated most is them asking the already obvious answers. Irritation level +500. And then, while you are giving them the answer, they seem to not get it and ask again the same question again in different phrases that seemed so endless. Irritation level +1000. And while you're at it, already irritated enough and explaining, they don't even listen to it. Irritation level +1500. And sometimes, they even demand the straight-to-the-point answer that, when you look at the situation, you've already given it ages ago! Irritation level +2000.

Free Load for Globe Users

I waited for people to blog about this but no one seems to be blogging so let me do the honor. Auction.ph launched Barkada Text 2 last March 1st 2007. It gives Auction.ph members a Php 30.00 worth of free load whenever they refer a new member to join Auction.ph. Aside from that, their referral (the person they referred to join) also gets Php 30.00 free load. So if you wanted a lot of free load, refer your family and friends to join Auction.ph. What you need to do it really simple: Enter your Globe Mobile Prepaid number in the first section. Enter your referrer’s (if any) Globe Mobile Prepaid number in the second section. Press “Give Me My Pin” button. Note: Auction.ph bans users who are obviously not giving correct information. Believe me, I’m seeing way too many users being banned.

I Give Up

Be is up, down, up, down, up and now it's down again . I am in no such way happy about it too. Don't you dare fucking ask me what happened because I'm already way beyond my limit, here. I just moved to another server my host owns and for some reason (I'm still asking it) it's down again. To my hostees, I'm sorry for this. I need to hear my host first and foremost to know what exactly happed. After I hear it, that's when I'll decide what to do. For the mean time, I'm giving up.

BE Suspended Again

My site is being suspended again. *sigh* And I don't know why again this time. Stupid data center. Also, please do not text or call me for at least 2 days. My bag was stolen and in it are all of my things, including wallet, cellphone, perfume, etc. ( Read this for more info. ) I was at total lost, I didn't know what to do. I didn't even have a cent to go home. All my money was there. Good thing my best friend was there with me and she sent me home. Thank you Lanie for this, I owe you one.

BE Suspended

I know. Beyond Eternal was suspended. Don't ask me why. I also do not know. So please stop asking me why again and again. As soon as I get a reply from my host, I will inform everyone of it. [edit] I found out the reason for this. Some wise guy reported my site to be distributing illegal anime materials. *lmao* The only anime content I have on my site are the mangas we scanlate at KH. Since I am a KH admin, I think distributing our mangas are fine and besides, I got a permission from Se to distribute them. So I really wonder... [/edit]

Stupidity

A stupid conversation by 2 stupid people. For the stupid by the stupid. Someone: she's so stupid!!!! Someone: why can't she see????? Someone: he's just using her!!!!!! Someone: why can't she stop loving that bastard of a guy???? Euri: You can never dictate feelings to a person. Someone: i know that Someone: but it sounds so stupid!!! Someone: she already knows the truth Someone: yet..... Euri: You are also stupid. Euri: You fell for someone who already has somebody. Euri: And to top it off, she's being hurt by her loser boyfriend and your shouldering her pains with her knowing that one truth she can never love you back. Euri: Talk about pathetic. Someone: i know i know Euri: Also, don't exaggerate your punctuation marks. I know you're feeling bad but- Someone: damn you. Euri: lmao Someone: Thanks. Euri: np Euri: May consultation fee na yan sa susunod.

Magic Paper

I'm slacking at work again. Because I'm so stressed out. And alas, I found my ideal LJ plus layout, Magic Paper, that I'm sticking unto until I learn how to make one. And this, of course, would take another thousand years to accomplish. That is, IF I wouldn't get tired of it.

Mr. Professor

"Come here." "Huh? "This is Mr. [insert name here]. He's a professor at [I forgot the school's name]." "Okay." And the conversations that seemed endless started and ended after a few hours ... "Do you know, Mr. [insert name here] - the professor, he has young celebrities, children of celebrities, rich people and politicians as students." "I see..." "Hey, why are you like that?" "Huh?" "Don't 'huh' me. I'm saying, why are you always like that? Don't you even care about a thing I say? I said, he's a professor at some prestigious school with big time people as his students." "Yes, I know, I heard you." "Then why are you like that?" "One, I do not even know the guy to begin with. Two, I don't give a damn about other people's lives. Three, who the fuck cares if he's a professor? Four, celebrities aren't of my best interest, either. Fiv

Quran 9:11

Sometimes, arguing with people leaves me undeniably weary. Much more, when you know from the start that no matter what you say, what you do, what proof you provide, in the end, you would still lose the argument. When all those serious, decent discussion slowly turns away from the topic and some people keep inserting nonsense when they know they're losing it kinda makes it sad, really. But, the worst possible situation is when irrational emotions enters the stage. Seriously, before claiming something as a fact, please do some research first if it's true or not. I'm not asking you to be all knowing or anything, and it's not like you're so money deprived that you can't afford to do an internet research for a few minutes too, right? So please, before laying things in front of me, prove them to be a fact first. Quran 9:11 - For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo,

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