Pwede Ba?!

Saturday, November 26, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Anak ng puta naman eh. Kaya nga kayo binilihan ni mama ng kanya kanya niyong mga pc, para yun ang gamitin niyo hindi yung pc ko. Para san pang gumastos ako ng malaki - 512 RAM, GeForce 2, 100 GB kong pc, kung papagamit at papasira ko lang sa inyo noh. Namumulubi na ko rito, obvious ba? Kung pwede lang no, kung di niyo kayang ingatan ang pc ko, tantanan niyo na lang, okay? Kung gusto niyong magdownload, hindi ko naman pinagkakait ang internet sa bahay eh. Kaya nga ako nagpaWIFI diba? Para hindi kayo nagrereklamo. Pero sana naman, habang nagsisidownload kayo ng kung anu-anong hinayupak na games at MP3s, maalala niyo namang magscan ng pinagdadadownload niyo at limitahan niyo naman sa capacity ng pc ko. Hindi yung inuubos niyo yung 80 Gb ko sa kung anu-anong mga basura. Buti sana kung may pakinabang yang mga Maple, Gunbound, Gunz, Khan, MU, Neeed for Speed, NBA 2006, at kung anu-ano pang games na nilalaro niyo sa pang araw-araw na pamumuhay ng mga tao eh, kaso wala eh. Sana naman, matutu k


Monday, October 10, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Vote for me? Vote for me at Diamond Web Awards ? Please? Join? Then, might you want to join my fanlisting ? Esu-chan (Precious) made that for me. Isn't she sweet? So, you want to join?

Judgement Day Scoreboard

Thursday, September 22, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
On the judgement day... Person: I'm ready to receive my judgement, God. God: I know. I'm omni-everything, you know. Person: ... God: Do you believe in me? Person: Yes. God: Do you love me? Person: Since you are God, lying would be useless, so no. I just believe in you because I'm afraid. God: You know, I drowned an entire population in a mega high flood because they don't believe in me. I burned my creation in the fires of hell and let them suffer through eternity because they don't love me. Person: God, you're ruthless. God: How dare you, you infidel! I am your creator and you are merely a creation. Be thankful I even gave you your freewill to decide whether to love me or suffer the consequences of not loving me. Person: God damn it, God! Do I even have a choice? God: Thou shalt not use my name in vain. Didn't I wrote that in an ancient stone? Person: Ooops... God: Here's another one for you Satan. Satan: Thanks God, you've been very


Tuesday, September 20, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Hey, I'm still alive. I passed my supposed to be failing subjects. Hardwork pays off, really. But then, my grades were all 3.00. T.T I'm ruined. Let's see how things would turn out. ja~!

Thank God!

Saturday, September 03, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
This morning, I was watching "Men of Light", a Christian TV program where 3 priest preach things and relates them to the practical life. What caught my attention was, "Why do people blame God or the church for something they themselves caused." And so I ask this, why should God take all the credit for something we ourselves took effort into? Whenever something good happens to a Christian, the immediate reaction would be, "Thank God." When something bad happened, God won't take the responsibility to it. If you, as a person, won't take responsibility for your actions, my best advice is to blame it on Satan. You know, even though Satan's name would ring the very definition of "evil" to humanity, in my view, he's the kindest person. What the..?! Okay, imagine you are Satan. Since the beginning of time, whenever that was, you're shouldering everything that God refuses to take responsibility in. Can you imagine how long has it been


Thursday, August 25, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I went to college to peek on how my grades were and how many subjects I had failed this time. I haven't really got the results yet but assuming my grades, I would be expecting 4 failed subjects this tri. Yes, a lot. I always knew from the start that I would fail them since I sacrificed them for our thesis. The thought of not wanting to fail haunts me each night. Who ever want to see lots of 5.00 on their trascript, anyway? Yet at the end of it all, I have to choose between failing 4 subjects or failing thesis. I was left with no other option, so I chose thesis over the 4 major subjects.


Wednesday, August 24, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Na immune na ata katawan ko sa RedBull. Hindi na kasi umeepekto ang dalawang bote ng RedBull sakin eh. Lagi naman ganyan eh, kahit hindi masarap, RedBull ang karamay sa puyatan. Yung ION, hindi ko pa na try so no comment ako dito. Pero yung ExtraJoss, parang lemonade lang eh.

If You Only Knew...

Friday, July 22, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
If you only knew how hard it is to live and drive yourself to go on with your life without any known purpose of why you should. But even so, living without a purpose is better than merely living for a narcistic and unlawful deity, whom you credit all the great things you've done where in fact, you were the one who did it in the first place and He just watched; and damn the ever so evil antagonist deity that He, Himself created and casted out from Heaven to make him look more like a protagonist in the battle of "good and evil" where good always wins. If you only knew how hard Atheist strives to live equally in a country where everyone thinks of them as people who "doesn't think", "heartless", "demons", "manifestations of evil", "Satan-possessed" and so the list goes on...; and the pain of everyone you love leaving you only for the petty reason that they think you are "Satan-Manifested" just for not believing,

Beauty and Madness

Sunday, July 17, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I'm so sick and tired hearing Beauty and Madness. Okay, the song is nice but please, could you people play it at least just once a day?! I'm hearing it again as I type this. And I heard it for more than 15 times already!! *faints*

What's Going on Inside

Thursday, July 07, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Slowly she drags the mouse close as she browses the silver laptop laid in front of her. He glanced through his notes trying to remember them for the comming quiz. She asked him to close and lock the door. And he asked why. She didn't say a word but smiled. -- She: Where's your Windows Media Player Moi: There. She: Thanks. He: What's that?! Porn?! She: Shh...!! Moi: It's just hentai, for goodness sake. She: Hehe! Moi: You're watching that again? Aren't you tired of that same of series? She: I have no other options, do I? Moi: I'll put more when I'm not lazy to. She: Okay. He: Let's watch it. Moi: She always does. She: Lol! Moi: *reviewing* BGM: Ah... stop... ah... don't... He: It's too loud. Moi: *ignore. still reviewing* He: What's that?! What's he doing? Moi: Geez! Just watch! You don't watch porn? Him: Nope. Moi: O.O Yeah right! You're a guy! He: Why do you have to ask? Moi: -.- She: Keep it down. We'll get caught. Moi:

Claimed Another LJ

Sunday, July 03, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I claimed nvrexisted to keep anyone from using it. Lol! I was thinking of moving there at first, but when I found out that I have to import one entry after another manually, I thought twice. You could add me on that account if you like. I'll add you back. Just tell me you added me or else, I wouldn't take the effort on logging in that account. *lol*


Friday, July 01, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I got an OpenID too! Credit goes to inggo for teaching me how to register my domain to it. :) Add me if you like:

Onii-san = EVIL!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Onee-chan () is evil, I say. EVIL !! It's some yaoi issue with my Honey. Never mind me. Anyway, been sufing the net and found this link. Honestly, it's the most damn whole shit I've ever seen in my entire online life. Geez! I care not if the she's some popular bitch in the Net or even on TV or whatever. I do not know her. I care less to know. The point is, she should've been more creative on her blog. I don't care if she wants to make herself more beautiful in front of her fans but not to the entent of insulting other people and pointing out their defects or weaknesses just to make her look above them. Hypocrites are the greatest disgrace in the blogging world.

Filipino Atheists Blogroll

Thursday, June 23, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Here I list blogs by Filipino Atheists from around the globe! The blogs listed are not entirely of atheism! Please visit them! :D ** If you're an atheist and wanted to have your website or blog be linked here, please leave me a note in the comment section of this post, below. Groups in the Philippines: Philippine Atheists Pinoy Atheists Yahoo Group Filipino Freethinkers Philippine Atheists and Agnostics Society (PATAS) Bahaghari Atheists and Agnostics Society (BATAS) ARose Blogs: Pinoy Atheist Sacrilege!!! Thoughts To Provoke Your Thoughts The Unicorn Breeder The Atheist Doctor Shades of Gray Where I Go To Rant Sensibly Ace the Freethinker Trailblazer Ms Clair Subtle Yet Radical The Atheist Seeker Ang Mandirigmang Atheista When Reason Reigns Pinoy Infidel, Inc. Night'sTale Whispers of Reason Atheista Journal of a Filipino Atheist Suntok Sa Buwan Lust for Episteme The Domi-Quell This Side of Town Basang Panaginip Prudence and Madness ammf!

The Angry Theist

Thursday, June 23, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I've been an atheist for a year now. Wow. In commemoration of my first year in atheism, I've started a blog called, " The Angry Theist : Love me of suffer through eternity in the fires of hell." Of course, I've added a warning/disclaimer: Words of Caution: This blog is owned by an atheist who doesn't have the heart for everyone, much more to the close minded. If you don’t like what you read, your best option is to leave. Please, spare her and save yourself from wasting pointless efforts in flaming and telling her that she damn well deserve to go to hell more than anyone. Read at your own discretion. So why "The Angry Theist"? It all started as a mere joke with my friends  Ran-kun  and Dexter that I should call myself an "A(ngry)theist" because I was often told that I'm only an atheist because for one reason or the other, I ended up hating God -- weather I had some cruel/bad experiences in life, or that my prayers/wishes were i

Tama na!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Tama na! Ayaw ko na! Sawang-sawa na ko! Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Puro na lang Jeff. Lahat ng gusto mo, ginagawa ko. Lahat ng iutos mo, sumusunod naman ako. Bakit ganon? Parang wala pa rin akong kwenta. Pag nakakakuha siya ng 5.00 wala kang sinasabi. Minsan lang ako nakakuha ng 5.00 kulang na lang patayin mo ko. Nung makakuha ako ng award, ang sinabi mo sakin, "para award lang ang yabang mo na." Sumali lang naman ako dun para sayo eh. Pero wala eh. Parang wala lang nagyari. Parang wala lang akong na achieve. Tapos siya, sumali lang ng contest, kulang na lang magpa-fiesta ka. Gaano ba kahirap para sayo ang sabihing "ay, may silbi pala ang anak kong to." Hindi ko namang hinihiling na puriin mo ko eh. Gusto ko lang naman... Tila matanda na ko para magdrama ng ganito. Batif ko yon pero, hindi ko na maikubli ang nararamdaman ko. Kailangan kong ilabas. Kung hindi, sasabog ako. Sa mga oras na to, damang-dama ko ang naramdaman ni Uchiha Sasuke noon. Siguro yun din ang i

Twilight Drifter [v4] Elegance

Monday, June 20, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
New layout! Twilight Drifter [v4] Elegance. Image from Boyis . Yeah, I didn't do much to it. I don't want to I'll just ruin the beauty of it when I try to do a manip of it.. A few possible reasons why I've been too much of a pervert lately might be that (1) I'm sick. I got a flu. I'm in terrible heat! Lol! (2) I haven't been watching any porns lately. I have no time. (3) Tenjho Tenge pushed me to think that way. (Go blame it on the anime!) Speaking of which, I've seen the entire anime! And my rating goes 7/10. Minus 1 point for undetailed sexual content, another point for the only thing I could see are panties! Damn it! And the another point for not completing the story til the end.

Disturbing Thoughts

Sunday, June 19, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
This is feeling is a bit weird. I don't know what's into me lately. These past few days, whenever I see 2 guys together, I think of them in a sensual disturbing manner. First, I saw two man chatting by the school grounds. What came into my mind was, "they were discussing something private". And I laughed at myself for the stupid idea. Then after, I saw another 2 man hiting each other, where the other is sitting above the other, spanking him. "They'll start licking each other later." was the immediate thought that came to my mind. Then after a while, a lot more stupidity came into me as the day passed. And later on, I realized that it starting to be really disturbing as to all I could think of is sex, yaoi, and yuri. T.T

Cover Letter

Wednesday, June 15, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
First, it was an empty resume. Now, a cover letter?! *sigh* How could a pessimistic person such as I, could make a reasonably promising cover letter such as this on which I honestly admit that I do not know what to write. Being a graduating student and the need of you to make resumes, cover letters, proposals, etc. are killing me! I hardly had time for myself and my usual hobby of reading blogs, Naruto, Yaoi, Yuri, Hentai, Gackt, Hyde, and other more things a regular stoical person do. I want my life back!!

Xanga Layout Blues

Tuesday, June 07, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
All I want is a neatly coded Xanga layout which is both simple and elegant looking . Why does it take me real long to find one that suites my taste?! I know, it's my fault that I'm too lazy to make a Xanga layout! My point is, I don't use my Xanga much (Actually, I don't use it at all! I only have it to comment to a friend's Xangas.), why should I even spent too much time to make a layout of it! ... This is frustrating.

Save The Best For Last

Monday, June 06, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Yes, medyo nagbalik na ko sa katinuan ko. (Salamat naman.) I went offline for days to rest myself off my frustrations. I was not totally offline, actually. I was online but in hiding mode . I just wanna be alone for a while, that's all. The songs tells my story. It was both sad and heart warming. I never thought of it that way. It just mae me reflect on it when I finally heard the song after a really long time. -- Save the Best For Last By Vanessa Williams Sometimes the snow comes down in June Sometimes the sun goes round the moon I see the passion in your eyes Sometimes it's all a big surprise Cause there was a time when all I did was wish You'd tell me this was love It's not the way I hoped or how I planned But somehow it's enough [Refrain:] But now we're standing face-to-face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last All of the nights you came to me When some silly


Saturday, May 28, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
My life is dead boring.*kicks anything* I have no Internet connection at home. Someone screwed up our modem. *sigh* Just dropping by to let you people know. Just in case you asked, where the heck did Euri go? Lol! I'm posting this at school. Was suppose to do researchers until I got board of it and decided to post. (Bad student.:P)

My hands hurt!

Monday, May 23, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
My right hand hurt! It's because of the freaking checks I have to finish tonight! Imagine youself issuing 19 checks all at once and later on, make a report out of it in hand . And guess what, I have to make a duplicate of that report also in hand. It's because my freaking printer ran out of ink! If it didn't I could've just typed that report and print it. I could even provide more than 5 duplicates, if they want to! Too bad, hindi marunong makisama ang printer ko! :'(


Saturday, May 21, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
OMFG!! OMFG!! *calms self* Last night, I had a dream and Gackt was damn there! *drools* I was watching him, while he does his video shooting. And then, he took his polo shirt off and faced me. *dies* I was staring bad at him (who wouldn't be? Damn it! Have you damn seen his gorgeous body?!) and the next thing I know, he was approaching me. He dragged and warp his arms around me and kissed me. (OMG!! OMG!! *dies again*) And it wasn't just a smack nor a peck! Damn! I would more than willing to exchange romantic kisses with him all night!

Istorya ng Buhay

Friday, May 20, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Kadalasan, pag sumusulat ako, binabase ko yun sa mood ko. Kung medyo hindi ko trip ang magsulat, hindi ko na itutuloy. Lalabas kasi siyang panget at minadali. Pero tulad ng ibang pang manunulat, ang bawat istorya na isinusulat nila, ay may lihim na istoryang nakabaon sa loob. Minsan, may pagkakataong meron nakakatuklas nito at nasa manunulat na lang iyon kung aaminin niya o hindi. Inaamin ko na lahat ng isinulat ko ay may lihim na istorya na parte ng aking buhay. Bahala ka na nga lang isipin kung ano yun. Aaminin ko naman kung tama ka o hindi eh. Bat di mo subukang itanong sakin. ;)


Friday, May 13, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Damn it! You got off the car first so I expect you to get to the college first. But know, you chatted with your friends. I let it slide since they are your friends. Instead, I waited for you upstairs. and guess what? I waited for ages in this damn hot weather. And when I finally got myself down to see what the fuck is taking you so damn long, I saw you playing Gungound at some damn internet cafe below?! Damn it! I could hardly breathe upstairs! You know I can't stay up to a place so freaking hot! I'll collapse! Damn it! Look at what you did! I'm throwing up again. This vomiting seems so endless for me! Damn it! Can't you be responsible enough? How could you call yourself a brother? Mom should call you useless more than she calls me. But to her, I'm more useless that you are. And this makes me feel pathetic. Look here, and read well. Since I got to this hell of a place living my life with you, I promised myself that I WILL surpass everything you do. I mean everyt

You May Not Realize It...

Sunday, May 01, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. *PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or

Gackt x Hyde ~ I Died...

Sunday, April 24, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
The moment I came to see THIS , I died! Damnit! *drools* See for yourself! Besides this, I also got a yummy Yaoi pic of GacktxHyde. Too bad, it was just photo-manipulated. It's worth looking at though. (See this entry for the pic.)

Yes, I'm Still Alive.

Sunday, April 24, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
It had been a while since my last post. Yes. I am still alive and I had survived. I was at the end of rope clinging to the last bit of sanity I had left in me. Thesis B is coming and I still have 2 other excess subject left out. Geez! What the Hell am I going to do with this life? To add, I haven't been really fixing up Takipsilim . I could say that the layout is very simple yet eye cathing indeed. The point is! It's in shambles, damn it! And I can't fix it!

Stupid! Stupid!

Tuesday, April 05, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Stupid. I'm so stupid. :( *whacks self* Damn! I forgot my Flash drive at my pocket and I found it soaking wet in the basin baside the washing machine. XP I haven't tried if it would still work. I don't wanna try. I'm scared knowing that my 2,000 went to waste because of my stupidity. :(

Failed Domain Transfer: Behind the Story

Sunday, April 03, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Since a lot had been asking and I don't have that time to reply one by one. I'll post what happend to Beyond Eternal - in details! Once upon a time.... There came March, I went to my host and ask when will my domain contract expire. He said that it'll be on March 31. And since I was very much exited to tranfer hosting, I already paid Rem (my friend) my dues for the domain and site hosting for the next contract (April 2005 to 2006) to avoid problems. I already contacted my previews host that I wouldn't renew my hosting to his company anymore and he said yes. And so the transfer request was sent to my previews host. We had been waiting 2 weeks for his reply. When I couldn't wait any longer (yes, patience is not my virtue), I went to ask him and he said he deleted the transfer request thinking it was a spam! (Geez! Talk about pain in the ass!) He ask me to ask my new host to send the tranfer request again. My current host said, we'll be short of time. The only opti


Monday, March 28, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Did you ever know that the story of the fallen angel, Lucifer, a.k.a. Satan never was written in the original texts of the Bible? It was the same with Mary, giving birth to Christ a virgin. Interested in details, read this . And this site, urge me more to want a copy of this book and this video .


Saturday, March 26, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I'm getting to the greater part of Naruto. I can't watch it on tv since my classes are on the afternoon, so I bought myself the entire set of it's series! It was so damn good! I had reached to the point where Itachi and Sasuke meet at last! Damn! Itachi's hot! Even though he seems like a lunatic to wipe his entire clan out, he's one damn hot ninja!

Moved Blog

Thursday, March 17, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I installed a WordPress and will move my blog there. Yes, I haven't done so because it need a lot of time. All blog, jounrnal, diary links will be moved there as well. :) If in case you are interested to get your name listed there, just tell me. :) PS: I will only add those people I know.

My Sassy Girl

Monday, March 14, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I watched the movie for approximately 2 days. Because I couldn't watch it straight the other day. Anyway, my first reaction to the movie was, "Poor guy." But hey, he's one of a kind. I was slightly disappointed because the story wasn't the exact one I was expecting. It's not that I didn't like how the story went or the story per se nor I couldn't relate to it. In fact, I could - very much indeed. Although I think, I just expected too much of the movie and it just turned out the "usual" kind of movie I watch. But on over all, I loved the movie, enjoyed myself laughing on the poor guy. Crediting agnosticpilgrim for lending me his copy.


Saturday, March 12, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Euri, Damn it! Why are you so damn stupid not to open your e-mail for one whole damn week?! You got a mail from JITSE and you just lost one damn good opportunity! It's not that I'm expecting anything like you passing the exam, I just want you to be in the damn seminar! I care less of the certaficates you might earn as well. I just want you to LEARN more than what your useless school could offer. (Okay, so your school have nothing to offer, my mistake to mention.) And because of your tremendously stupid self, you just missed the best way to take advantage. Today is the seminar and you're suppose to be one of the reviewing students! P9,000 is just small, I could even manage to get the money for you and all you need to do is follow up the damn application I had submitted and you still failed? You are old enough! Be responsible! What do you plan on doing after gradutating? You failed Elective 01, what is that subject anyway? It's just Oracle yet you failed. I let it slide

YIM Jerk

Sunday, March 06, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I had a conversation with someone at YIM. He's supposed to be my bro's friend's brother on which I care less to know. Translations in (parenthesis) -- Person: hi! Euri: Hello. ^^ Person: Astig website mo ah. (you're website is good) Euri: Which one? Person: Beyond Eternal. Euri: Thanks. Person: goth kba? (Are you a goth?) Euri: huh? Person: sb ng bro ko, goth k daw. (My brother said, you're a goth) Euri: ... Euri: what is your definition of goth then? Person: ung mga taong mahilig sa black. (People who likes black) Euri: I'll add you tomy list of misguided people. Person: nbsa ko pla ung profile mo (I read your profile) Euri: ... Person: palagay ko hnd. kc mahilig k sa mudvayne. (I guess you're not. Because you like Mudvayne) Person: r u a girl? Euri: yeah. Person: ah.. (Oh..) Peron: hnd kc natural sa babae ang mahilig sa rock. (It is not natural for girls to like rock musics.) Euri: what do you want me to listen to? Classic songs?! Person: hnd nmn (not rea

A Five Minute Conversation

Saturday, March 05, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
It was just a five minutes conversation. Still, I had the chance to talk to him through YIM just a while ago. He already left and said would be back after 30 minutes but I do not need to wait for him. We was mad at me and told me someone sent him a text message (SMS) using Chikka and told him that that certain person saw me with a guy. I was shocked to see I haven't gone out with any guy (besides friends) since we broke up. So what was that? Someone's stabbing me from my back again, I suppose. I was suppose to be angry about it but why am I happy? Is it because I found out that he still cares? Or at least I wanted to tell myself he does. agnosticpilgrim said, I was stupid. And all other friends says I am. I guess I seem that way. But my heart says that I'm not. And I had convinced myself that I'm not. It's just that they don't understand. They don't know how I feel... I promised... and I would hold on to it.

I Drew

Wednesday, February 16, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Because even at school, I don't have a life, I drew. Did it yesterday afternoon while waiting for my last subject. (And we dont have a class, great. I waited for nothing.) I haven't drawn for quite sometime so bare with it. I'll put the image down after a week to avoid people taking it without consent. XP [Took the image down.]

My Monitor Jammed

Wednesday, February 16, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Hate rants? Leave! Pasaway na kung pasaway! I don't damn care! Yes, I'm a bad ass. Are you any good? You're just as bad as well! Maybe worst! Blah! Caution: Rant ahead! As the title says. *sigh* Can't believe this! I don't think I could live a day w/o touching a PC! *sigh* XP I'm dying! The last of my decaying mind slowly turns itself to dust as the wind blows it away... far to no one could ever reach it. Okay, so I'm exaggerating. Blah, blah! I'm going nuts! I want my PC fixed. With it, I hardly have the life. Imagine me without it! *sigh*


Tuesday, February 08, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
The other night, I had a serious conversation with a friend who turned back to Atheism for reasons I need not state. The words, "I was envious of them. I tried to fool myself but it turned out I couldn't.", he left me caused my once healed wounds to bleed again. My path once again lead me back to the route I passed two years ago. Did I took the wrong side of the road before and was again given another chance to chose between two roads once more?

"I forgot..."

Friday, February 04, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I had come to realize that not all people could comprehend my manner writing. Sad that only a handful people could. But it's best for some, because feeling are shown for only a few who could have the heart to them. Dawn will soon come my way as I still keep myself awake. I hate to stay up but Pain hunts me again. "I forgot..." sharp blades that cut through me deep. If I had never been around, would I had been condemned to oblivion?

Ignorance or Stupidity?

Sunday, January 30, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
My bandwidth exeeded last night and my very kind host restored and added me 200 more MB. :) He said that it will go back to the original 1GB next month. Now I'm thinking of getting my plan upgraded on my next due that is on March. But then again I was also thinking of getting my site down for a couple of months... I will have to think of this really really hard for the moment. Anyway, I was to post an yesterday but I was damned pissed off by some post in the group. I really don't know if that guy is just ignorant of things around him or is just plain stupid. He goes like telling, I love candies but hate sweet stuff . Now tell me this is of a normal person or someone who lost his sanity?

Worthless, Self-Proclaimed Theories.

Thursday, January 27, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
From the news lately, there was another disease from chikens that humans could also adopt. And there seems to be quite few humans, maybe a handfull or less, who already had it. Then Bird's Flew came up to me because it's also came from chickens and humans could able to adopt them, when too much exposure to it. We might conclude evolution occoured here. Then a few moments later, SARS came up to me. SARS had several levels or degrees right? And so it evolves too. Whenever it evolves, it became more adoptive to mostly anything and more deadly too. So again, evolution occurs. (The topic isn't evolution, by the way. Im just saying that disease evolves and could be adopted to almost anything vulnerable to it.) What came up to me really after was "Where the heck did these diseases came from?!" So I started to take it one by one and started with the most popular and widespread disease ever, AIDS. So I started to ask? "Who the heck is dumb enough not to be satisfied w

You're In Love

Wednesday, January 19, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
I am quite fond of this song lately... -- You're In Love by Wilson Phillips Open the door and come in I'm so glad to see you my friend Don't know how long it has been Having those feelings again. And now I see that you're so happy And ooh, it just sets me free And I'd like to see Us as good of friends As we used to be [Chorus:] Aah, my love, Aah You're in love That's the way It should be 'Cause I want you to be happy You're in love And I know That you're not in love with me Ooh it's enough For me to know That you're in love Now I'll let you go 'Cause I know That you're in love Sometimes it's hard to believe That you're never coming back to me I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side Oh I could have died. But now I see that you're so happy And ooh, it just sets me free. And I'd like to see Us as good of friends As we used to be [Chorus] I tried to

Mind's Capacity

Saturday, January 15, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Sometimes, I find myself lost and wondering through questions I knew will never be answered. Even if I had given my life for some demon that would give me incomparable knowledge as I could answer my own question, I know would still be lost and wondering for more. People's capacity to think is what astonish me more than anything. I read from a theory somewhere that the most intelligent person could possibly just used up 10% of his mind's capacity to think. If it were true, then a perfect person that could used up all the 100% of his mind capacity, could be invulnerable at most cases. Sometimes, I even thought that the Earth had existed before and was destroyed by people because of technologies beyond comprehension that resulted them to start all over again from stone. Now that our technologies are moving closer to it's peak, it mught come true again. And so history would repeat itself. But then again, not. Maybe I just watched too much sci-fi typed anime to think this way.

Dear Hater

Wednesday, January 12, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
Dear Hater, You know who you are and I hope you got this message and yeah, *pointing to the mood* you're annoying me. Honestly, I don't know who you are and to be frank, I don't really care. Whoever you are, I thank you for spending too much time just reasearhing things about me, without any progress and trying to blackmail me with pure nonesense. I would honestly admit that you got my attention for a minute there, and so in favor of your time spent to me, I write this short message for you. Does that make you happy? Good. I just wanted you to know that your efforts for blackmailing me are undeniably worthless. You know what I think, I think you're just a pile of trash that doesn't have a life. Before you went around raging me, flaming me, telling me you hated me, might you want to ask yourself first, "How much do I know of Euri that I concluded that I hate her so much?" How come you claim you hate me where in fact, you do not even know a thing about me? A

Golden Web Award 2003-2004

Sunday, January 09, 2005 by Euri 0 comment
For once in my life I had deemed myself worthy of my own self-esteem. I may have lost it while drifting to this empty space as I had always been from the start, on which I dare not leave. Now, I might have had recovered mostly half of it but still half more lacks. As I had written in Beyond Etenral , I had won myself a Golden Web Award , on which, undoubtly made my day. Who wouldn't be glad to received an unexpected award from an elite group of webmasters and designers that one aspires to belong. I could hardly believe it myself as I repeated verifying for my site if it really won such tremendous award. And to my surprize, same results, it did.

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