This Is Stupid
Tuesday, June 14, 2005I'm drowning myself over useless things again. Sometimes, this pain makes itself too unbearable for me. I wanted to scream out loud yet I couldn't even hear my own voice. I hate myself. I start to hate myself again and much more than I hate myself before. This is stupid. These thoughts are stupid. I feel stupid. I am stupid! Damn it!
... I think... I... just need rest.
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All I can say is I empathize... Most of us have their own inner demons to deal with. Not all of us will succeed but try and hope to change "destiny". It could be the only weapon you have left. Shiro Kamui was able to avert it. But, like him, you might need the help of your "seven seals" to do it. If you want to get what you truly "wish" and discovered that you are incapable of doing this alone, call on the seven seals.
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All I can tell you is that... I feel the same too Euri. I dunno why you're so depressed and feeling so stupid, but at the same time I feel the same way too. It's stupid... yah... are we on the same subject? =? Possibly yes? =/ I dunno... but whatever it is feel better okeez? Jenni is always here for you!
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