Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Magic Paper

I'm slacking at work again. Because I'm so stressed out.

And alas, I found my ideal LJ plus layout, Magic Paper, that I'm sticking unto until I learn how to make one. And this, of course, would take another thousand years to accomplish. That is, IF I wouldn't get tired of it.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Mr. Professor

"Come here."


"This is Mr. [insert name here]. He's a professor at [I forgot the school's name]."


And the conversations that seemed endless started and ended after a few hours...

"Do you know, Mr. [insert name here] - the professor, he has young celebrities, children of celebrities, rich people and politicians as students."

"I see..."

"Hey, why are you like that?"


"Don't 'huh' me. I'm saying, why are you always like that? Don't you even care about a thing I say? I said, he's a professor at some prestigious school with big time people as his students."

"Yes, I know, I heard you."

"Then why are you like that?"

"One, I do not even know the guy to begin with. Two, I don't give a damn about other people's lives. Three, who the fuck cares if he's a professor? Four, celebrities aren't of my best interest, either. Five, I don't buy that fact that he's a professor at some prestigious school like you said. Where did you get that info anyway?"

"He told that to us. Are you saying that I lie about that?"

"No. Frankly, even if you lie about that, I would also not give a damn. Simply because he doesn't interest me."

"At least respect the person by showing some interest."

"Are you asking me to be a hypocrite? If so, sorry to disappoint you. Okay, I will show you some of my interest in him. Your friend, the professor, is a professor at some prestigious school, correct?"


"What school was that again? I can't remember the name. Also, I don't even know that such a school exists. Therefore, that school is a low grade, no name, cheap school. I'm already giving him the benefit of a doubt that he didn't just invented some school of his own. If the school is as prestigious as you said, no HR, who's in his right mind, would be hiring him as a professor. He speaks English, yes, I can hear. But his pronunciation of words are not correct. Library is not pronounced as 'liblary'. And also, he misses the simplest things like subject verb agreement. No professor at a prestigious school would be using such elementary-level English. I was a student at some school named AMA who is not so prestigious. But, my teachers could speak better English than him and my friends would just laugh at him."

What I hated most are people who claim they are some high and mighty king where in fact, they're clad only with pieces of rags for clothes.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Quran 9:11

Sometimes, arguing with people leaves me undeniably weary. Much more, when you know from the start that no matter what you say, what you do, what proof you provide, in the end, you would still lose the argument. When all those serious, decent discussion slowly turns away from the topic and some people keep inserting nonsense when they know they're losing it kinda makes it sad, really. But, the worst possible situation is when irrational emotions enters the stage. Seriously, before claiming something as a fact, please do some research first if it's true or not. I'm not asking you to be all knowing or anything, and it's not like you're so money deprived that you can't afford to do an internet research for a few minutes too, right? So please, before laying things in front of me, prove them to be a fact first.

Quran 9:11 - For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced; for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah; and there was peace.

This is not a fact. That "eagle" is not the United States of America, that 9:11 thing is not the September 11, and there were no peace. Peace didn't exist then and never will. Therefore, peace cannot be achieved. Period. It only exists in idealist's dreams. These "facts" are all a hoax. It's just some damn gossip from some cheap chain letter who's started by some anonymous someone who doesn't have a life. So don't believe it. The orginal context of the Quran 9:11 clearly says differently and the topic is way too different.

But if they repent and keep up prayer and pay the poor-rate, they are your brethren in faith; and We make the communications clear for a people who know. (Original Quran 9:11)

Besides, this is another one of those old chain letters I recieve once in a while and deleted for like, a thousand (of course, exaggerated) times already. Also, if you plan to argue with me, please make sure I would benefit something from it. If it would be just another one of those, "come back to the bright side", no thank you.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Time and Again

Time and again, I have less time to blog and I need more time for work, random stuff and rest at home. I also deleted my old entries because they were merely x-posted from my LJ. Maybe this is goodbye to Tabulas for me. I will keep this account and all else within it though. And I will not stop visiting friends too.

Always, you'll find me at Beyond Eternal, my beloved domain. Or these sites:

Twilight Drifter, my LiveJournal.
Kawaii Heavens, my bystanding place.

And let me dedicate this sweet song for all of you...

Au Revoir

Along the street that had always echoed with our footsteps
The whithered trees fading away down the road
Perceived the distance between the steps increase

The small falling leaves passing by my shoulders once more returned to the sky
And then I somehow loved even the violents wind
Gently I was smiling

Your familiar form leaning on the windowsill
Flickers among the hazy sunlight and disappears
A whispered phrase in my crowded memories says
"If only until I awake from this dream..."

Just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you
Even if only in this time changed by gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
Like we were when we first met

You lean against the windowsill and it rustles
And I hear the softly murmered phrase once more...
Even though I can't see your form like then
At least amidst this dream

Just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you
Even if only in this time changed by gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
Just like we were
That day we first met

I want to fall asleep holding you
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms

Performed by Malize Mizer
Composed by Mana
Lyrics by Gackt
English Translation by Asagao

Au Revoir is a French word that meant "Farewell." Please watch the video of this song, if you haven't so. It's beautiful.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007


"You don't know how cute you look when you talk like that. But, don't talk to me as if I'm not human. I have color too. Even if it's not as brilliant as yours my eyes are disgustingly blue."

Blue? Liar. You're eyes are just hazel grey. One that's muddy and has lost most of it's light.

"If you talk like that again, I'll bite your tongue."

"Do you love me?"

"What? Do you suddenly want to be Juliet or something?"

"I just ask if you love me..."

"Love? You're crazy. How do you believe that anything like that exists in this god-forsaken world? Tell the dogs to eat that shit."

"You're so... Scornful..."

"You're too emotional. Just live like it is. When you're hungry, eat. When you're pissed, drink beer. When you're lonely, have sex. It's that simple."

Oh my fucking shit! I just love those lines! Not to mention, Aaron's freaking beautiful. Too bad he's d-e-a-d. Aaron's the guy on top of the other guy with less sex appeal. The title of that Korean manhwa is Blood - a one-shot from the Park Hee Jung's Collection of Short Stories and do I have to say who the author is? Those are yaoi scenes, yes, and it's also a gruesomely beautiful story. The gree-haired guy killed Aaron because he love him so much that he also hated him so. He wanted him to also have a "color". And he did gave him a color after that *bang* sound - bright red. Blood. Btw, read the rest of it. They're great. ^_^

WTF? You're back to reading yaoi again? Yeah, sorry. Yuri mangas are not as popular as the yaoi mangas so finding an H-less yuri is rather hard. I just wanted to recomended that manga. It's not at all all-yaoi, you know. The mangas is mostly about a person's depression. Death is a beautiful topic, if you would just learn to appreciate it.

Monday, January 8, 2007

Chikage on Bunny Suit

This is a special announcement!

Chii-chan promised me us that she would wear a bunny suit and take a picture of herself wearing it if she wins Hentai Rumble Season 8! The picture will be posted at KH Forums. If she looses, Haruhi will take the picture all to herself. Of course, we all wouldn't want that, right? Therefore, to prevent Haru-chan from taking Chii-chan all to herself, please vote for Chikage to win again as Ultimate Hentai (for the 3rd time) at Hentai Rumble Season 8!

Comment to this page, please!!

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Blogger Code (New)

I found a better Blogger Code generator! It also has a badge. Pretty cool looking badge, right? Oh and you can click the badge to decode my blogger code, but I've also copy and pasted it below.


How long have you had an online journal or blog? Don't blog? Then hit the road buddy. Bloggers only.

2.5 to 3 years


All websites require an internet domain. Where does your domain kung-fu land on the scale?

I own 2 or more domains that are updated regularly.

The web is built on the backs of the geeks who run it. Are you one of the technical elite?
I manage my blog with a management system running on my own web host.

Page ranking has made it a spammers wet dream and a Technorati Cosmos watcher's best friend.
I have quite a few links, and I try to check in on them all regularly, or at least periodically.

Are you the Nielsen Family of the blog world? Do you reload your counters so much 99% of your visits are yourself?
I usually check my stats once a day but I don't keep any records or running tallies.

How many times a day do you post?
I try to blog once a day, but it doesn't always happen, and that's no big deal.

Are you usually one of the first to link to the new thing that everyone will be writing about? Are you capable of blogging from just about anywhere at anytime?
The blog isn't the first thing I think of, but I usually remember to blog the interesting things... eventually.


Does your blog or journal concentrate on your personal experiences? Do you scour the web for new and interesting links? Are you happy just adding your comments to the dialogue?

Nearly all the topics I blog are personal experiences or original writing that can't be found elsewhere on the web.


Ah, yes ... what would a survey be without a sex question? As shocking as it may seem, some bloggers have been known to exchange bodily fluids with one another. What category do you belong to?

Are you kidding? The last thing I need is to get sexually involved with one of these neurotic pinheads.


With the proliferation of digital cameras, you no longer need be concerned about the clerk at the photo lab seeing your naughty bits. But hell, you'll put on them on your blog. Right?

I have posted at least a photo of my face.


Do you feel left out if you don't participate in the latest meme or web survey to make the rounds? How compelled are you to follow the pack and do what everyone else is doing?

I've taken a few surveys or participated in a few memes, but there seem to be so many of them I have to pick and choose.


Can anyone type your name into Google and find your blog? Would you just die (or be fired) if your boss read your blog? Does you mom leave comments on your site?

Nearly all of my offline friends, family members, and co-workers know about my blog, and that's fine.


The syndication wars have been raging since the dawn of the blog. Have you taken a side? Are you Switzerland? Do you even care in the slightest?



The Internet, much like real life, has it's share of pond-scum. Have you been terrorized by these reptilian life forms?

I've been terrorized but survived.


Online surveys are all the rage in the blogosphere. You can't blogsurf for more than a few sites without running into them. Where are you in the survey whore spectrum?

I am 25% whore


Comment spam is bringing a lot of bloggers to the brink of homocide. How do you handle this attack on humanity from Satan himself?

I have a spam filter.


Who are you?

I am a Blogger, fear my wrath!


A couple years ago we may have called this "microcelebrity," but simply put, it's being known amongst other bloggers for one reason or another: You wrote an amazing essay or post, you created a meme, you said something (or continually say things) to piss off the right people, you pulled off a grand prank, you started a cult of personality, you were nobody until you somehow ended up in a Wired/New York Times/CNN/etc. news story... Whatever it was, you somehow became a known entity. Or maybe you aren't and you like it that way.

I'm well adored/hated within a certain subsection of bloggers, known amongst a broader subset, or I'm "that blogger" from a couple years back.


Different than the length of time you've been weblogging, History is a measure of how much you remember or were keeping track of all the personalities, in-jokes, accomplishments and naysayers. How old school are you?

I know that my favorite sites have been around for a while, and can name at least a few different names of blogging software.

Edit: I've updated the blogger code HTML code into an image because Blogger broke it. :-|

Monday, January 1, 2007

New Year 2007!

Happy New year! Ingatan ang inyong mga fingers this new year!! ^_~

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