Warning: Depressing Content AMA Angeles Campus Students with low self-esteem regarding their subjects, do not read this post . I won't repeat myself again on this. Read at your own will.

Nakakalungkot isiping matatapos ka na lamang, ang dami ko pang naririnig na bulungang walang humpay sa pagdididik sa iyo na tila ba'y ipinapamukhang wala kang silbi. Kung hindi ka pa sanay sa ganitong buhay, maaring mauupo ka na lamang at iiyak sa isang sulok. Halos hindi ka na makatayo at hindi na rin gumagana ng maayos ang iyong pag-iisip sa pagod na iyong nararamdaman para lang pilitin ang sarili mong tapusin ang isang bagay na mula't-mula pa ma'y kinawalan mo na nang pag-asang matapos. Ginawa mo ito alang-alang sa isang taong inaasahan mong magsusukli sa iyo kahit man lang pasasalamat. Subalit, dahil masaklap ang katotohanan, ang bawat pagsisikap mo ay tila isang pader na dahan-dahang gumuho sa iyong harapan nang sabihin sa iyong ang lahat ng nangyari ay sa kadahilanang ikaw ay iresponsable na kung tutuusin, hanggang doon lang talaga ang kaya mong ibigay. Even if I wanted to just leave it to oblivion, the soft whispers keeps hunting me as if it would never leave...

I went to college to peek on how my grades were and how many subjects I had failed this time. I haven't really got the results yet but assuming my grades, I would be expecting 4 failed subjects this tri. Yes, a lot. I always knew from the start that I would fail them since I sacrificed them for our thesis. The thought of not wanting to fail haunts me each night. Who ever want to see lots of 5.00 on their trascript, anyway? Yet at the end of it all, I have to choose between failing 4 subjects or failing thesis. I was left with no other option, so I chose thesis over the 4 major subjects.

Na immune na ata katawan ko sa RedBull. Hindi na kasi umeepekto ang dalawang bote ng RedBull sakin eh. Lagi naman ganyan eh, kahit hindi masarap, RedBull ang karamay sa puyatan. Yung ION, hindi ko pa na try so no comment ako dito. Pero yung ExtraJoss, parang lemonade lang eh.

We failed.

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... I... think I will fail my thesis... :'(

Today is the BIG day! The day we we'll find out if we will be granted a chance for our mock defense and after, an oral defense OR the day we'll fail and be asked to retake the course. This is my last trimester and I can't afford to fail any course. I just hope I would pass... *cross-fingers* *breathes deep* Wish me luck!