Saturday, May 31, 2014

Heh.

You can ignore this post. I just want to ramble on to some things.

You guys don't know shit. You can keep covering for him all you want because you don't know what shit he's saying behind your backs. But, whatever.

I'm a bitter bitch who can't let go. I know. I can never, and will ever, accept the fact that I was insulted straight to my face with a pile of garbage. I never demanded to be treated especially, but I at least, wanted to be treated with the same respect as I give. But apparently, this does not hold true to everyone.

So I decided to just shut up and keep it to myself. I do not need to explain myself to anyone, anyway.


Friday, May 30, 2014

Endless Story

I've been listening and singing this song on repeat for weeks now. When I feel like singing something, I remember and play this song. And I love Ito Yuna's voice.

It's probably because I also miss NANA. It's been 5 years now of waiting (hopefully not in vain) since NANA went on hiatus. I wish Yazawa Ai good health. And I wish she would one day finish NANA. It's a beautiful story. Heart breaking and tragic at times, yes, but still beautiful nonetheless.


Endless Story
by Ito Yuna

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
消さなで このまま don’t go away

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの
優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手 離さないで

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever


Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Niji


Niji
Rainbow
by L'arc~en~ciel

時は奏でて想いはあふれる
途切れそうなほど透明な声に
歩きだしたその瞳へ
果てしない未来が続いてる

Time plays, the feelings overflow
I began to walk,
to a voice so faint and wispy
to your eyes,
the endless future goes on.

本当はとても心はもろく
誰もがひびわれている
降り出した雨に濡れて
君はまた立ち止まってしまうけど
信じてくれるから

the truth is, the heart is a very fragile thing
we've all got cracks.
wet by a sudden downpour,
you've come to a standstill again but,
because you believe me

誰より高く 空へと近づく
輝きを集め光を求める
燃え付きても構わないさ
全ては真実とともにある

I'll get closer to the sky, higher than anyone
gathering bits of glimmer, I want the light
even if I burn myself out, it doesn't matter
all is with truth

「少年は人の影に歪んだ憎しみを見た」
そんな世界なんてもう何も見たくないよ
何も! 何も! 何も!

'the boy saw a twisted hatred in the shadows of others'
I don't want to see anything of such a world.
Nothing! Nothing! Nothing!

それでも想う 貴方のことを
季節が流れていても…
目を閉じていつも見てた風景のように
何度目かの雨もあがった

it takes one hundred loves,
to balance one scratch
on the scales of memory...
but the heart is like a rock on the shore
swallowed by the waves,
love will take shape
through the many scratches.

せつない人よ 叶わぬ願いよ
なぜこの胸から愛は生まれて行く?
咲き乱れた花は揺れて
沈んだ大地に降り注ぐ

yet still I think of you
even as the seasons go by...
I close my eyes,
and like I'd seen it do many times before
yet another rain let up.

愛を時は奏でて想いはあふれる
途切れそうなほど透明な声に
歩きだしたその瞳へ
終わらない未来を捧げよう

oh sad person. unfulfilled wish.
why is it love is born from this heart?
on the sunken earth flowers blooming all over
tremble in the downpour

時は奏でて想いはあふれる
途切れそうなほど透明な声に
歩き出したその瞳へ
終わらない未来が捧げよう

Time plays love. the feelings overflow
I began to walk,
to a voice so faint and wispy
to your eyes,
I'll devote an endless future.


Friday, May 23, 2014

An Open Letter to a Short-fused Friend

To whom it may concern,

You know who you are. Even if it is not you, feel free to be paranoid and think that I'm referring to you.

Too much complaining is unhealthy. It's demoralizing to everybody and it makes people think that you're either an asshole or just plain annoying bitch.

For example, if you don't like seeing this person's post yada yada, then remove that person from your friend's list instead of complaining about this person every single effing time. If you have too much to say with tons of people, then you have a problem with yourself. You don't complain about every single dirt you see on the streets, or why that guy selling taho is wearing red. It's not the world's fault that it is the way it is, it's your fault for being annoyed with such simple things.

These little things you complain about, have nothing to do with you anyway. You just complain about them because they annoy you. If you think that these things are annoying, well, new flash: you're annoying as well. And we should all complain about how annoying you are? No.

You should just let these little things go. It's what most mature people, and people with other things in their lives to do than complain, do. As the Frozen song says, "Let it go. Let it go."

Seriously, you should just take a break, smoke (if you smoke), and eat good filling food. It's solves half the world's problems. :)

PS: I'm writing this just in case you haven't realize yourself that you're doing exactly the thing that annoys you -- being annoying.

A concerned citizen,
Euri

 

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