Friday, March 30, 2007


I, with all my heart appreciate e-mails, messages, PMs from people but I DO NOT FUCKING appreciate people who constantly SPAMMING me with useless JUNK.

First of, messengers are supposed to be used to send messages. NOT SPAM PEOPLE WITH YOUR WORTHLESS CRAPS. If you are just spamming me with messages like "please send this to 10 people and you'll received Lady Mary's (the holy mother of Christ!) blessings", better not send them because I DON'T FREAKING NEED THEM NOR I WANT THE HELL OF THEM! And if you are just going to ADVERTISE YOUR WEBSITES, consider at least that it's pleasingly bearable to visit such as I wont get to click like a thousand "welcome to my site" pop-up shits you placed. It's freaking annoying, really.

Secondly, when I say I'm busy, I'M FREAKING B-U-S-Y! Unlike you who doesn't have a life, I'm pretty busy with my own life. And don't tell me craps like we're so damn close. How many times do I have to tell you that I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN THING about anything outside the boundaries of my own life. Since when did I trouble myself to think of other people's god-forsaken bullshits. If you need someone to talk to, I'M NOT AVAILABLE for you. Got that?

Geez, for the love of Internet, if you're lonely, just go, fuck someone, and LEAVE ME ALONE, okay?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


"Virgin pa ko."
"Pare, umamin ka na."
"Virgin pa talaga ko."
"Yeah, right."
"Tayo tayo na nga lang, maggagaguhan pa ba tayo?"

Someone just came in.

"Oi, pare musta?"
"Anong topic diyan ha? Mukhang interesting."
"Hehe. Maganda to.", sabay upo.
"Pengeng juice." Inagaw yung iniinom na juice.
"Kumuha ka kaya ng sayo?"
"Ayaw ko nga. Masarap laway mo eh."
"Gago ka talaga. Ayan. Lunurin mo sarili mo sa laway ko."
"So, back to topic. San na kayo?"
"Virgin pa raw siya." Diskumpiadong binaba yung iniinom na juice.
"Violent reaction ba?"
"Puta, pare, for real?"
"Tang ina, sinong virgin? Ikaw?", pinanlakihan ng mata.
"Oo naman."
"Ulol. Pare, baka pwet mo virgin pa. But you're definitely NOT a vrigin."
"Pano mo naman nalaman yun, pare?"
"Oo nga naman, dude, natikman mo na ba yan?"
"Excuse me, I don't go for men."
"Bakit si [xxx]? She goes for both?"
"Oi, nananahimik ako rito, leave me alone. And besides, I'm a Bi, not a les."
"Ganun na rin yun."
"I'm just open to all possibilities."
"Wow. Kanino mo nakuha yan?"
"Kay George, sa ParaKiss."
"Naka-archive na eh."
"Edi bungkalin mo ulit."
"Geez, you're such a pain in the ass."
"Thank you, sweetheart."
"Hoy, wag niyong ibahin ang topic."
"Mamaya na yang advertisement niyo ng mga manga. By the way, sinong may latest update ng Naruto?"
"4 ba yung or 3?"
"4 yun. Ako meron.", sabay taas kamay.
"Pengeng kopya."
"Isa ka pa eh. Me pa sermon, sermon ka pa." Sapok sa ulo.
"Seryosong usapan to. Mamaya na yan, okay?"
"Gomen, gomen."
"Back to topic. Ikaw, hindi ka na virgin!"
"Oo nga. No one will believe you're a virgin."
"Wala kang karapatang sabihing virgin ka pa."
"Teka, bakit? Totoo naman ah!"
"Wala na to.", sabay walk out yung 2.
"Dude, etong babaeng to", tinuro yung babae, "sigurado ako, virgin pa. Dahil 'to, pare, bagsak sa flirting course. Zero sex appeal."
"Putang-ina, ako na naman ang nakita niyo."
"Eh ikaw lang ang walang SO rito."
"Wala kang ParaKiss. At kayo, wala kayong Naruto." sabay alis.

Monday, March 26, 2007

LJ Tweaking

Today, I spent my entire day tweaking this LJ layout to fit something that I would want. Of course, I only used my tiny bit of CSS knowledge to change this and that. So far, it's about bearable to see. It's still half done, btw. I had only edited the content area. So the sidebar and the comments area are still a mess.

Oh, and that guy from the layout is from a j-rock band called Alice Nine. He's so cute. Really.

Sunday, March 25, 2007


I felt sudden pain piercing me deep inside. I felt like crying. But for some reason, my tears wont come out. Did you ever know that it's more painful when you couldn't cry at times you wanted to? It's even more painful than when you try so hard to hold your tears back to prevent it from falling. Holding your tears back is just like holding on to something that you should be letting go. But this, it feels like you wanted to let go of it but it keeps on coming back. It's as if it is haunting you continuously.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Work, Work and Work

Work, work and work. Oh, did I mention work? This past week, I'm loaded with work. I didn't even had time to sob and feel bad over my newly bought phone that was stolen due to too much things to do. I was granted a one day leave on Monday for my birthday. That would total up to 3 days of rest. I hope those will be enough to rest and lay back. Because the following week after that would again be too busy.

- edit -

from asti-chan

Dear Gackt-sama,
Don't fucking ask me that question. Of course, I want you!

Monday, March 19, 2007

Drama Series

I told you before hand not to watch TV drama series too much. Look at yourselves right now. You're like imitating it. Seriously, we're not in a drama series. I don't buy this kind of bullshit so start pulling your fucking asses together and get a grip. If you want to continue this shit, leave me out of it.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Common Sense

Common sense is not so common.
- Voltaire

Too bad, though.

How I hate people who doesn't use their common sense. It's like, they have to ask you every single thing. Then, while their asking, they'll realize the answer themselves. Geez. If the answer is a cobra, they've already died.

But the thing I hated most is them asking the already obvious answers. Irritation level +500.

And then, while you are giving them the answer, they seem to not get it and ask again the same question again in different phrases that seemed so endless. Irritation level +1000.

And while you're at it, already irritated enough and explaining, they don't even listen to it. Irritation level +1500.

And sometimes, they even demand the straight-to-the-point answer that, when you look at the situation, you've already given it ages ago! Irritation level +2000.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I Give Up

Be is up, down, up, down, up and now it's down again. I am in no such way happy about it too. Don't you dare fucking ask me what happened because I'm already way beyond my limit, here. I just moved to another server my host owns and for some reason (I'm still asking it) it's down again.

To my hostees, I'm sorry for this. I need to hear my host first and foremost to know what exactly happed. After I hear it, that's when I'll decide what to do.

For the mean time, I'm giving up.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

BE Suspended Again

My site is being suspended again. *sigh* And I don't know why again this time. Stupid data center.

Also, please do not text or call me for at least 2 days. My bag was stolen and in it are all of my things, including wallet, cellphone, perfume, etc. (Read this for more info.) I was at total lost, I didn't know what to do. I didn't even have a cent to go home. All my money was there. Good thing my best friend was there with me and she sent me home.

Thank you Lanie for this, I owe you one.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

God Hates Goths? O.o

God Hates Goths? O.o

This is the sickest website. Really.

PS: I got the link from James.

BE Suspended

I know. Beyond Eternal was suspended. Don't ask me why. I also do not know. So please stop asking me why again and again. As soon as I get a reply from my host, I will inform everyone of it.

[edit] I found out the reason for this. Some wise guy reported my site to be distributing illegal anime materials. *lmao* The only anime content I have on my site are the mangas we scanlate at KH. Since I am a KH admin, I think distributing our mangas are fine and besides, I got a permission from Se to distribute them. So I really wonder... [/edit]

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