Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Happy Holidays 2007!

I'm wishing everyone a happy holiday!

Pease click to get the gift. :)

Originally, I'm planning on posting it to each and ever LJ friend I have. But sadly, my internet connection is just so damn slow. Maybe it's because of the fact that it's holiday and everyone's at home surfing the net or something.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Re-Using MySpace

From today, I will start using my MySpace account and not just because of Yoshiki alone, anymore.

If you have one, add me?
My e-mail is euri [at] beyondeternal ]dot] com.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Pinoy Twitters

I was featured in Pinoy Twitters's Pinoy Twitter of the Week: 1 - "Faces".

Monday, December 3, 2007

Could You Tell Me That Again?

Just because you copied and pasted something from an existing one and edited it a bit, it doesn't mean you're the one who did it. You just copied and pasted it, after all and wasn't the one who spent hours (okay, minutes, maybe) coding that damn shit. So don't dare tell me that you coded it that in front of my face, when I know perfectly that I did it. First things first, it's pretty obvious from the style of coding and from the naming conventions I used.

Could you tell me that again? Sino na nga ulit ang nag code niyan? Ikaw?

Sunday, December 2, 2007

An Open Letter to Yoshiki-sama

This is my open letter to Yoshiki-sama. I commented this on his blog. I finally had the courage to send him one of my letters even though he might not read it. I felt relieved.

Friday, November 30, 2007

Nana - Chapter 70

For the Nana fans out there, Nana - Chapter 70 is out! It was scanlated by Celestial-Delinquent and not Takiyakis, though. Celestial-Delinquent also released Chapter 69 some time ago, back in June (I think?), too.

AND Takoyakis made their Nana - Chapter 68 release too. You can get it via their yahoo group.

Since Chapter 69 and 70 were released by another group ahead since they've been on hiatus for far too long, I think there would be quite a competition for them unless one of them would drop the project. I think most people, based from experience from being an editor myself, prefer faster releases than quality ones. There are, however people, such as myself, who prefer quality over everything else. Maybe because I am also an editor. And a crappy one at that too.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Monday, November 5, 2007

The "Harry Potter"

I'm sorry about this, but I just have to post it. I know, I'm a fucking pervert. Whatever.


<JonJonB> Purely in the interests of science, I have replaced the word "wand" with "wang" in the first Harry Potter Book
<JonJonB> Let's see the results...

<JonJonB> "Why aren't you supposed to do magic?" asked Harry.
<JonJonB> "Oh, well -- I was at Hogwarts meself but I -- er -- got expelled, ter tell yeh the truth. In me third year. They snapped me wang in half an' everything

<JonJonB> A magic wang... this was what Harry had been really looking forward to.

<JonJonB> "Yes, yes. I thought I'd be seeing you soon. Harry Potter." It wasn't a question. "You have your mother's eyes. It seems only yesterday she was in here herself, buying her first wang. Ten and a quarter inches long, swishy, made of willow. Nice wang for charm work."
<JonJonB> "Your father, on the other hand, favored a mahogany wang. Eleven inches. "

<JonJonB> Harry took the wang. He felt a sudden warmth in his fingers. He raised the wang above his head, brought it swishing down through the dusty air and a stream of red and gold sparks shot from the end like a firework, throwing dancing spots of light on to the walls

<JonJonB> "Oh, move over," Hermione snarled. She grabbed Harry's wang, tapped the lock, and whispered, 'Alohomora!"

<JonJonB> The troll couldn't feel Harry hanging there, but even a troll will notice if you stick a long bit of wood up its nose, and Harry's wang had still been in his hand when he'd jumped - it had gone straight up one of the troll's nostrils.

<JonJonB> He bent down and pulled his wang out of the troll's nose. It was covered in what looked like lumpy gray glue.

<JonJonB> He ran onto the field as you fell, waved his wang, and you sort of slowed down before you hit the ground. Then he whirled his wang at the dementors. Shot silver stuff at them.

<JonJonB> Ok
<JonJonB> I have found, definitive proof
<JonJonB> that J.K Rowling is a dirty DIRTY woman, making a fool of us all
<JonJonB> "Yes," Harry said, gripping his wang very tightly, and moving into the middle of the deserted classroom. He tried to keep his mind on flying, but something else kept intruding.... Any second now, he might hear his mother again... but he shouldn't think that, or he would hear her again, and he didn't want to... or did he?
<melusine > O_______O
<JonJonB> Something silver-white, something enormous, erupted from the end of his wang

<JonJonJonB> Then, with a sigh, he raised his wang and prodded the silvery substance with its tip.

<JonJonJonB> 'Get - off - me!' Harry gasped. For a few seconds they struggled, Harry pulling at his uncles sausage-like fingers with his left hand, his right maintaining a firm grip on his raised wang.

(Got it from here.)

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Thursday, September 27, 2007


Will someone tell me why a god wouldn’t do something as simple as that to prevent the existence of infidels and thus human barbecues in hell? I mean, dude.
- Martin's post Dear God.

You see, God is a great marketing strategist. Of course, because He is God. Since he created everything your eyes could see, everything your nose can smell, everything your ears could hear, everything your skin could feel and everything your hands would touch. To make it short, damn everything! And because he is such an omni-everything, thinking of a good marketing plan is as easy as kicking a lifeless stone lying around your path. And so he thought of a good plan to promote himself and he gave us this thing called "freedom." (I would like to emphasize the word "FREE.") This "freedom" gives us the ability to choose. We can choose weather to believe in Him or not. (I would like to point out that not believing doesn't mean denying.) But of course, like any other product promotion, it has a catch. Of course, there is no such thing as giving without getting something in return. The mere idea of it is just plain stupid. Anyway, here's the catch: if you choose to believe in him, you would be entitled with a free ticket to heaven. But of course, this ticket still depends on how you lived your life on Earth. If you broke the promo mechanics a.k.a. the Ten Commandments, that ticket wont be awarded to you. And of course, if you did not believe in him, there's no ticket for you. Nyeh. Therefore, you'll die suffering in the fires of hell for all eternity. Very easy to follow conditions, no? Even if you're not educated, you would still be able to understand. But then since I am a person with a limited logical capability, a.k.a. a retard, all those would mean the same thing to me as "Love me/believe in me or suffer forever in the fires of hell."

Oh and since we're talking about hell, Satan is promoting his new and improved oven that would fit about 500 trillion people inside. He said, he was expecting a lot in his door by the time the world ends so he'll have the need for a few thousands more of such ovens so the other ovens are still under construction.

If you want a demonstration, just follow these 3 easy steps:

  1. Get a knife. The sharper, the better.

  2. Stab yourself. Anywhere is fine just make sure you die, okay? Half dead and under a vegetable state in a hospital doesn't count. If in case your hands start to shiver, even before you stab yourself, better give it up because you're a wuss. You can try again later, however.

  3. Wait until the end of the world comes. I'm pretty sure, someone will pick you up or better yet, you'll fall?

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Dear Friend

You know who you are.

Look, I have nothing against you nor I have anything against Iglesia ni Cristo people. And frankly, I don't even give a damn about your religion.

You don't understand me because you are born and raised as an INC and I suspect you would even die an INC. Since you were young, you were taught tirelessly by the people around you that God is good, God is the omni-everything in this world, and that when the world comes to and end, you would have an eternal bliss. You would not feel pain nor suffering. And God himself will welcome you with arms wide open to His kingdom in heaven. But, if you aren't one from those few chosen people, you would drown in the rain of fire, when the world comes to an end. You would cry endlessly in pains of burnt. All you would hear are the screaming voices of people in agony of the same fate you are facing. The blood the comes our of your cuts would never heal. You will witness your very body slowing rotting away as the worms eat your flesh slowly. Ah... err... *ahem* I think, I went a little too far there. But you get the idea. To make it simpler, you would feel exactly how chickens feels when you try to barbecue them alive.

Anyway, back to what I was saying, since you were a child, you were taught things like that. Unlike you, I wasn't originally born a Christian. I was a Buddhist originally. In fact, according to my grandmother, she made me a godchild of her bodhisattva, Guan Yin. My grandmother is a faithful follower of her and drags me to temples every time. Every single day at 6 pm, I got up at the small temple built at the top of our house to pray to her. But then sometimes, you have to grow up and decide for yourself. You have to learn to be on your own. You have to believe in things you believe and not because you were brainwashed that way.

Did you even once had the initiative to question what is given to you? You're like a child being given a bottle of acid and drank it straight without even knowing what it was or asking if you could drink it. So I lack the faith, huh? Then I would have to correct you there. It's not that "I lack the faith", rather, "I don't have it" in the first place. Also, you don't have that right to tell me that I lack faith. Someone who just say yes and nods their heads always in agreement to what an elder or a pastor says, who has never even doubted or questioned what he believes in, who never even think or feel if they are even right or wrong has no such right to tell people who arrived at their conclusion that they are wrong.

In my opinion, there was never right or wrong. It's all about acceptance of what each of us believes in. Why does the fact of me being an atheist bothers you so much as to try to "rebuke" me in the most senseless manner? I am shutting my mouth up for that fact that I am an atheist. But, it doesn't mean that I am denying the fact that I am one nor it means that I wouldn't rebuke you. It doesn't bother me that you are an INC, a Born Again Christian, an Evangelist, a Wiccan, a Satanist or whatever. Why would it bother me anyway? Bluntly, who the hell do you think you even are so that I would need to be bothered? O_o

Just a friendly advise, friend, you keep your God to yourself and put Him out again if the topic arises or when someone asks you. For a fact, I am not even asking. I am actually not even interested. If you believe in the existence of God, then so be it. You don't have to rub it to me that your God exists. I don't believe that your God exist nor any other gods exists. I believe that God merely exists because people wanted him to, people needed him to. God is a proof of our existence. But we are not proof of His existence. And that;s my opinion, and I'm not rubbing it to you.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

WFE 928

My friend and ex-workmate Kuya Bobby's friend, Edge was hit and run by some bastard. (You can read the entire story here.) If in case you happen to know who owns the damn van, please kill them for me drop by and leave a note over there or something.

Hitting and running, despite whatever reason the person may have, as you might've already known, is a crime. Please help us spread this so that the culprit would be caught.


Cross-posted @ Tainted Soul

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Black Dragon Skull

I'm selling my Home Made Black Dragon Skull Figurine Collection for 100.00 pesos each (roughly $2.10 USD) excluding shipping fee, of course.

Width - 60 cm (2.5 in.)
Height - 100 cm (4 in.)
Hand crafted.
Made from porcelain.

Of course, in good condition.

You can contact me by the following:
email: euri at beyondeternal dot com

More pictures at my blog post: Black Dragon Figurine!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

100 Theme Challenge

I'm doing a 100 Theme Challenge this time, just for fun. Though, I wonder when will I finish this. I'll add the updates below to keep track.

Well, here it is...


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking

26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules

51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror

76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Friday, July 27, 2007

Go Pets Pets?

My GoPets pets that I left for more than a year because my so called "port" is blocked away. The dog is Ivory and the cat is Pearl. They are both wearing kimomo since I have an oriental theme. :)

Monday, July 23, 2007


Dear Friend,

I don't fucking care who you fuck nor how many times you do it.


Didn't you know, people who tell tales of their UNWANTED sexual lives to other people are the kind who are either UNSATISFIED with it OR they are simply INSECURE of how small their dick can get.

Get lost, buddy.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Just Because...

Just because I do not have a life.



Monday, July 9, 2007

Dear Boss

Dear Boss,

Look, no matter how fucking fast a coder I am, it is impossible to code 13 fucking pages in 2 fucking days. And to top it off, the UI was given to me at 11 am. That is to say that I only have 1 1/2 working days to finish the damn thing. And you even have the nerve to say that if I can't finish it, then I should OT. WTF?! Didn't you know that my OT earnings just makes my tax payables bigger? The longer the OT, the bigger the tax. And didn't you also know that the more taxes you pay, the more the politicians' pockets get fat? Didn't you even realize that I was even working during my lunch break just to get that crazy project done? That aside, my deadline was Friday. And even until last freaking Friday, you still have those stupid, nonsensical revisions. Then, this morning, there are still revisions? What the hell?! What the heck are these revisions are even for? You ask me to remove them, then after a day or two, you'll ask me to put it back again? And to top it off, you call it, "my new idea." Jesus H. Christ! Sometimes I wonder if you do have a memory gap or something or you just don't have brains.

Gawd, I hate you, damn it.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Time After Time

I've been obsessing with this song at the time being. Damn you, Leila (from NANA) for this. and oh, Yuna Ito was really beautiful at NANa the movie. :)


Time After Time
by Cyndi Lauper

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--

sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds

if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--

if you're lost...

you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--

if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time

Saturday, June 23, 2007


Last Thursday, June 21, 2007 at exactly 8:45:35pm I received such text message:
Pls read Acts 15:28 and Leviticus 17:10-12. If you have your Bible at home.. Would you still eat blood or "dinuguan?"

Of course I have a Bible at home. My Bible is well kept, clean of dust and put up nicely in my shelf. It's one of my so-called valued possessions like any other of my mythology books. Before I would answer that hanging question of still wanting to eat blood, I would like to point out that I am fond of eating blood, internal organs (even brains, yes), exotic dishes, raw and half cooked stuff simply because they taste good (at least for me). That is also safe to say the Dinuguan is one of my favorite Filipino dish.

Now, to explain what the heck a Dinuguan is, Dinuguan, for all Filipinos are aware of, is a kind of Filipino dish on which, pork blood is cooked with some pork meat and chili and made into stew. For more info, read this and don't ask me for a recipe.

Going back to the topic at hand, let me post what the King James Bible has to say with the verses left for me.
Acts 15:28:

28 For it seemed good to the Holy Ghost, and to us, to lay upon you no greater burden than these necessary things;

Given that first statement, I couldn't even sleep properly thinking about what relation does it have to do with "blood." So in conclusion, I still do not get why that statement.
Leviticus 17:10-12:

10 And whatsoever man there be of the house of Israel, or of the strangers that sojourn among you, that eateth any manner of blood; I will even set my face against that soul that eateth blood, and will cut him off from among his people.

11 For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul.

12 Therefore I said unto the children of Israel, No soul of you shall eat blood, neither shall any stranger that sojourneth among you eat blood.

That said, I would accept that his reasoning for not eating blood is because, God says so. Therefore, as an obedient child, one must heed his fathers words. Although, if you would read the later verses 13-15, you would have a clear explanation of why the Bible says so. I guess it's a form of respect to every living being not to eat their blood. For according the Bible, eating a blood of no matter what being it is, it would mean that you are cutting off of his life because his life/soul lies within it's blood.

Thus, I concluded, on this day forth, I would continue to eat blood, in respect to all beings of the Earth. This would mean that I am cutting their life/soul and they will suffer no more for the sake of this eternally damned world. And such is my way of kindness.

You see, the moment you were born is this world, the moment your first cry was heard, is that very moment that you are bound to invisible chains that binds you to this world - chains that binds you to sin, suffering and misery. Even if you reach your death, you would still be kept bounded to this world. And if what the Bible said was true, I would gladly eat your blood. For in that moment, a mere me, a sinful me, could at least free you of those chains.

I wouldn't care less if God's children couldn't see my empathy on this, but as an Atheist, I love other things more than I love God.

- edit -

Err.. I just received a text message from Gabby saying that he's given me a wrong verse. XD Here's the right one.
Acts 15:29:

29 You are to abstain from food sacrificed to idols, from blood, from the meat of strangled animals and from sexual immorality. You will do well to avoid these things. Farewell.

How would you know if the food served to you was from a strangled animal? Define "sexual immorality." How would you know if something is sexually immoral and not? Does that include S+M? "You will do well to avoid such things" would be a good advice, though. :)

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

A Few Minutes Over G-Talk

If you need a good laugh, read it? O_o

let me guess. butt ni gackt yan

how did you know?

yun avatar mo


sino pa ba...
kasi at 1st akala ko sayo

are you some kind of a "manghuhula" or something?

pero i remembered u liked gackt...

he has a nice butt
i saw it
he has this blooper shot na hinila yung pants niya

// Sent THIS image. CAUTION: Drool Alert! //



alisin mo ulo... parang gusl body nya... hehehe

wla kong copy niyan sa office eh

its porn!

hnd porn yan

thats what porn is

naka thong siya diyan

skin of a live person
still porn
i can see his boobs


Monday, June 18, 2007

I'm Back! Well, I think? O_o

I've been away from DA. About a few months or so... Anyway, been a while. Okay, okay. I was never around since Feb. ^_^; I've been busy with and adding the fact that I've been such a lazy ass these days. So, there.

Now that I'm back. I realized that my DA is almost to the point of empty? O_o I've never uploaded my other works. Actually my HD busted again. This is for like the nth time already and I lost all my works, again. Cruel world.

So, what have you guys been up to? Care to chat by a cup of or a (if you prefer that because I don't drink coffee)?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Violin Romance

What are you listening right now?
Because your MSN status says, "Violin Romance - Mozart".
So, what are you listening to right now?
Violin Romance by Mozart.
You're listening to classics, man.
What's wrong with listening to classics?
Okay... It's confirmed then.
Confirmed what?
That you became insane.
Hey, I should be the one to make a O_o face, you know.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Domain Name

I am looking for a good name for a domain.

One that can be used for a general purpose. This is because I could only think of dark domain names.

If in case we picked your domain name suggestion, we will give you free hosting for a year for a price.

For suggestions, please e-mail them to me at euri [at] beyondeternal.com

Wednesday, June 6, 2007


Hey, don't treat me like I'm a germ or something. Take it easy, dude. I wont hit on you. Seriously. I am not interested in romantic relationships as of current. Even if I am, I would still pass on you. Heck, you're not my type.

Monday, May 28, 2007

What would Jesus do?

Well, he would be born and grow up rebuking religious leaders. And at the end of the Lenten season, he would be crucified and die. And on Easter, he would be resurrected and goes back to heaven to by by his father's side.

Such a sweet fairy tale. :)

Why are you an atheist?

Because there are never gods in the first place. Gods only existed because people wanted them to exist because they feel the need for their existence. People throughout history felt the need of someone who could always answer those questions that they can't find answers themselves. Thus, god was created to serve as an answer to everything. Eventually, they needed someone to serve as their guide. They used them as a justification for justice, morality and righteousness. They were served as a bunch of invisible friends who would always be there beside them. Someone they can trust wholeheartedly without complaining nor responding.

Monday, May 21, 2007


I think, there's something wrong with me.

For some reason, I now find hard core yaoi, disgusting. Shonen-ai, however, is fine. And reading yaoi and shonen-ai mangas doesn't give me the regular "ba-dump", "thump-thump" and "doki doki" anymore. I really find these odd and disturbing. I couldn't even sleep properly thinking of it.

I really think, that there is definitely SOMETHING wrong with me.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Wanted: KH Staff

There was an announcement at The Workforce boards for openings on Kawaii Heavens Staff. And quoting Se-chan:

We're in need of the following people:

Forum Moderators
- A frequent member of the forum
- Is sensible on posts, and responsible with it, especially when it concerns other members or those of higher authority
- Has not violated any major rule yet
- Willing to check forums on a near daily basis.

Please check with an admin which forums are available for moderation.

IRC Servers
- Frequents IRC
- Knows XDCC, TDCC, among others
- Is always online at a near daily basis

Please try to contact Kiatsu about this.

- Knows how to use photoshop, or any other advanced image editing program
- Willing to be trained
- Flexible to work on various important projects

Interested parties can try to get me (Se-chan) so I can check who's who.

If interested, please post at this thread with your requirements. Requirements can be found at the first post of the same thread.

PS: If applying for a forum moderator position, it is best to ask me since I am in charge of the forums. You can contact me by PM or hunt me at the IRC by #kawaii-heavens@Rizon.net. I'm usually there from 8pm to 10pm (GMT +8) everyday.

(Cross-posted at Beyond Eternal)

Thursday, May 17, 2007


Horray! Horray! At long last, my domain is fixed. =3

That aside...

It's so freaking HOT!! I can't breathe properly. Seriously.

Friday, May 11, 2007


Host: musta
Host: may prob pa ung sa pglogin mo?
Euri: wla naman
Euri: pero yung site ko, ganun pa rin.
Euri: wlang nag bago.
Host: tagal na nyan ah

And you have the nerve to tell me that. Geez. You're the host, fix it.

Friday, May 4, 2007


I know, it's about time. So I signed up.

Here's mine: http://twitter.com/euri

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

MARS TV Series

MARS has a TV series adaption. I just found that out today. I happen to stumble upon this site by mistake and saw it. It's in Mandarin. Well I guess, since it's Taiwan based. I wanna watch this. I wanted the DVD copies. Maybe I'll go to my dad's favorite store sometime to look for it. I really love MARS! It's one of my favorite shoujo manga. I love the twist of the story. Much more with Rei and Sei's story. It's intriguingly dark. BUT, why is it that the main stars have to be Vic Chou and Barbie Xu (both from Meteor Garden)? In my opinion (hey, don't kill me, it's only my opinion), they really don't look good together.

Well, heck. I still want it though.

PS: I'm looking of the manga title Lavender (TV series) was based on. Anyone know of it?

Monday, April 30, 2007


I think, its even more stressing having nothing to do at work than having tons of things to do all at the same time. Or at least, I think so.

Friday, April 20, 2007

The Pic

shin: nice pic
Euri: ?
Euri: oh
Euri: thanks [he was referring to my avatar]
shin: k ba pic ko
Euri: hnd ko makita
// shin sent me a pic //
shin: oi
Euri: pft
// I received the pic //
Euri: shit
Euri: sino to?
Euri: hunk.
shin: ako
shin: okey ba
shin: me naman talaga yan
Euri: 22o?
Euri: ang gwapo
shin: yup
Euri: sino to?
shin: ako nga kulit
Euri: sino to?
Euri: hnd ikaw to!!
shin: ako yan
Euri: HND!!
shin: tanong m pa bro mo
Euri: ibang picture?
shin: ako yan sabe
Euri: kilala kita
Euri: hnd ikaw to
shin: jun matsumoto
Euri: sabi na nga ba hnd ikaw to
Euri: hmph
shin: gokusen
Euri: nakita ko na to eh
shin: dao hana yori dango
shin: ako yan
Euri: hnd siya gwapo..
Euri: depende lng sa camera shot..
shin: hawig ko daw?
Euri: ah!
Euri: kaya pala!
Euri: dati siyang singer
shin: kya pala panget hehe
Euri: kaya pala parang nakita ko na siya
shin: yup f4 japan
Euri: Arashi name ng band
shin: yup
shin: ako yan
Euri: god ang panget niya dun (sa Arashi)
shin: hehe
Euri: sumikat lng naman siya sa Gokusen
Euri: XP
shin: ewn
shin: kahawig ko
shin: d2 sa pic i2
Euri: HND!
Euri: wag mo nang pagpilitan
shin: ows

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Leave Me Alone

I asked a simple question. Therefore, please only reply me with the exact answer I am looking for. Just the things that I needed to know. No more, no less.

I don't care about how that system works. I don't care about the data flow nor the system flow. As a matter of fact, they are the Product Management and the User Interface people's job/problem and not mine. Therefore, it is is none of my business anymore.

What I wanted to know is, where is the fucking layout that I needed to follow and code? Just give me the fucking CD that I needed and leave me alone.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007


When you put up something with the word "Atheism", expect an ad such as the one below:

God -total Union with God
Why Jesus is the Only Way to Union? The Answer May Surprise You.

Haha! I love Google Adsense. Sometimes, it really breaks me to laughter.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ParaKiss Anime

Last night, I saw a ParaKiss anime. I honestly didn't know ParaKiss even has an anime. Since it's one of my favorite manga, I bought it without thinking twice. I watched it. And I would like to announce to everyone, do not freaking buy it. The story line's pretty much the same with the manga and there were a lot of cuts. It's has only 12 episodes too. Hiro's not that handsome (he looks 10x hotter in the manga), Arashi looked like shit, the chibi characters that's supposed to be the comedy part of it are not funny at all. George, however, has the most sexy voice. I think that's the only good thing about it. It's so lame, really. It's such a waste of money. Give me back my money!

Oh and my crappy blog haven't propagated the entire Net for 4 days? O_o That freaking outrageous. Sometimes I see my blog, and sometimes I don't. just this morning I saw it running fine. Now it's not. Geez! >.<

Saturday, April 14, 2007


In a few freaking moments, I will burst out. And when I do. I will shut Beyond Eternal down. This time, FOR GOOD.

And I'm fucking serious.

Friday, April 13, 2007


I've put BE down for a major revamping. Well, it isn't really a one major revamp in a boom rather, I'll work on it bit by bit.

I'm thinking of separating the main site from the blog again like it was. But I'm having second thoughts. What do you say?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Hacked Server

BE is currently suspended again because the sites under the server where I am being hosted is being hacked one after another. It's partly my fault since according to my host, the entry point is directed at my J-rock blog crew. >.< Frankly, I don't know what to say. I don't even know what's with my blog crew that it became an entry point of hacking. She said that she'll be moving me to an entirely new server again. This is the 3rd time I'm being moved to a new server, I think? Well I suppose, she can move me again but I'm thinking of just moving to a different host.

I don't know...

Monday, April 9, 2007

Taste Me

After about an hour and a half of changing this and that, my Saga Layout is finally done! I'll call it "Taste Me" lamely because that's what I first think of when I look at Saga at the layout. Actually, it's "eat me" but it sounds too perverted so.. >.<

Well, what do you guys think of it?

Saturday, April 7, 2007


Whenever I read this lines from Kaine, it makes me want to cry in agreement.

This dream is just like death
When I wake up, I am born again.
I rise from death to be dragged through sin each day.
Each day, when I should be happy I act this way…
When I should be sad, I act this way…
When will this day be able to end?

To me, this dream is “death”.
I die every night, only to resurrect in the morning.
I’m so tired.
Am I alive?
Or Am I dead?

This dream is just like death,
When I wake up, I am born again.
When will this day be able to end?
Suffocating in a firey red flower,
Trapped in a body bag and burnt as if I’m garbage!
Is it living which I’m tired of?
Or is it dying?

- Kaine, Endorphines

If you are interested in the manga, you can get it at Sakura-Crisis.

Friday, March 30, 2007


I, with all my heart appreciate e-mails, messages, PMs from people but I DO NOT FUCKING appreciate people who constantly SPAMMING me with useless JUNK.

First of, messengers are supposed to be used to send messages. NOT SPAM PEOPLE WITH YOUR WORTHLESS CRAPS. If you are just spamming me with messages like "please send this to 10 people and you'll received Lady Mary's (the holy mother of Christ!) blessings", better not send them because I DON'T FREAKING NEED THEM NOR I WANT THE HELL OF THEM! And if you are just going to ADVERTISE YOUR WEBSITES, consider at least that it's pleasingly bearable to visit such as I wont get to click like a thousand "welcome to my site" pop-up shits you placed. It's freaking annoying, really.

Secondly, when I say I'm busy, I'M FREAKING B-U-S-Y! Unlike you who doesn't have a life, I'm pretty busy with my own life. And don't tell me craps like we're so damn close. How many times do I have to tell you that I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN THING about anything outside the boundaries of my own life. Since when did I trouble myself to think of other people's god-forsaken bullshits. If you need someone to talk to, I'M NOT AVAILABLE for you. Got that?

Geez, for the love of Internet, if you're lonely, just go, fuck someone, and LEAVE ME ALONE, okay?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


"Virgin pa ko."
"Pare, umamin ka na."
"Virgin pa talaga ko."
"Yeah, right."
"Tayo tayo na nga lang, maggagaguhan pa ba tayo?"

Someone just came in.

"Oi, pare musta?"
"Anong topic diyan ha? Mukhang interesting."
"Hehe. Maganda to.", sabay upo.
"Pengeng juice." Inagaw yung iniinom na juice.
"Kumuha ka kaya ng sayo?"
"Ayaw ko nga. Masarap laway mo eh."
"Gago ka talaga. Ayan. Lunurin mo sarili mo sa laway ko."
"So, back to topic. San na kayo?"
"Virgin pa raw siya." Diskumpiadong binaba yung iniinom na juice.
"Violent reaction ba?"
"Puta, pare, for real?"
"Tang ina, sinong virgin? Ikaw?", pinanlakihan ng mata.
"Oo naman."
"Ulol. Pare, baka pwet mo virgin pa. But you're definitely NOT a vrigin."
"Pano mo naman nalaman yun, pare?"
"Oo nga naman, dude, natikman mo na ba yan?"
"Excuse me, I don't go for men."
"Bakit si [xxx]? She goes for both?"
"Oi, nananahimik ako rito, leave me alone. And besides, I'm a Bi, not a les."
"Ganun na rin yun."
"I'm just open to all possibilities."
"Wow. Kanino mo nakuha yan?"
"Kay George, sa ParaKiss."
"Naka-archive na eh."
"Edi bungkalin mo ulit."
"Geez, you're such a pain in the ass."
"Thank you, sweetheart."
"Hoy, wag niyong ibahin ang topic."
"Mamaya na yang advertisement niyo ng mga manga. By the way, sinong may latest update ng Naruto?"
"4 ba yung or 3?"
"4 yun. Ako meron.", sabay taas kamay.
"Pengeng kopya."
"Isa ka pa eh. Me pa sermon, sermon ka pa." Sapok sa ulo.
"Seryosong usapan to. Mamaya na yan, okay?"
"Gomen, gomen."
"Back to topic. Ikaw, hindi ka na virgin!"
"Oo nga. No one will believe you're a virgin."
"Wala kang karapatang sabihing virgin ka pa."
"Teka, bakit? Totoo naman ah!"
"Wala na to.", sabay walk out yung 2.
"Dude, etong babaeng to", tinuro yung babae, "sigurado ako, virgin pa. Dahil 'to, pare, bagsak sa flirting course. Zero sex appeal."
"Putang-ina, ako na naman ang nakita niyo."
"Eh ikaw lang ang walang SO rito."
"Wala kang ParaKiss. At kayo, wala kayong Naruto." sabay alis.

Monday, March 26, 2007

LJ Tweaking

Today, I spent my entire day tweaking this LJ layout to fit something that I would want. Of course, I only used my tiny bit of CSS knowledge to change this and that. So far, it's about bearable to see. It's still half done, btw. I had only edited the content area. So the sidebar and the comments area are still a mess.

Oh, and that guy from the layout is from a j-rock band called Alice Nine. He's so cute. Really.

Sunday, March 25, 2007


I felt sudden pain piercing me deep inside. I felt like crying. But for some reason, my tears wont come out. Did you ever know that it's more painful when you couldn't cry at times you wanted to? It's even more painful than when you try so hard to hold your tears back to prevent it from falling. Holding your tears back is just like holding on to something that you should be letting go. But this, it feels like you wanted to let go of it but it keeps on coming back. It's as if it is haunting you continuously.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Work, Work and Work

Work, work and work. Oh, did I mention work? This past week, I'm loaded with work. I didn't even had time to sob and feel bad over my newly bought phone that was stolen due to too much things to do. I was granted a one day leave on Monday for my birthday. That would total up to 3 days of rest. I hope those will be enough to rest and lay back. Because the following week after that would again be too busy.

- edit -

from asti-chan

Dear Gackt-sama,
Don't fucking ask me that question. Of course, I want you!

Monday, March 19, 2007

Drama Series

I told you before hand not to watch TV drama series too much. Look at yourselves right now. You're like imitating it. Seriously, we're not in a drama series. I don't buy this kind of bullshit so start pulling your fucking asses together and get a grip. If you want to continue this shit, leave me out of it.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Common Sense

Common sense is not so common.
- Voltaire

Too bad, though.

How I hate people who doesn't use their common sense. It's like, they have to ask you every single thing. Then, while their asking, they'll realize the answer themselves. Geez. If the answer is a cobra, they've already died.

But the thing I hated most is them asking the already obvious answers. Irritation level +500.

And then, while you are giving them the answer, they seem to not get it and ask again the same question again in different phrases that seemed so endless. Irritation level +1000.

And while you're at it, already irritated enough and explaining, they don't even listen to it. Irritation level +1500.

And sometimes, they even demand the straight-to-the-point answer that, when you look at the situation, you've already given it ages ago! Irritation level +2000.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I Give Up

Be is up, down, up, down, up and now it's down again. I am in no such way happy about it too. Don't you dare fucking ask me what happened because I'm already way beyond my limit, here. I just moved to another server my host owns and for some reason (I'm still asking it) it's down again.

To my hostees, I'm sorry for this. I need to hear my host first and foremost to know what exactly happed. After I hear it, that's when I'll decide what to do.

For the mean time, I'm giving up.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

BE Suspended Again

My site is being suspended again. *sigh* And I don't know why again this time. Stupid data center.

Also, please do not text or call me for at least 2 days. My bag was stolen and in it are all of my things, including wallet, cellphone, perfume, etc. (Read this for more info.) I was at total lost, I didn't know what to do. I didn't even have a cent to go home. All my money was there. Good thing my best friend was there with me and she sent me home.

Thank you Lanie for this, I owe you one.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

God Hates Goths? O.o

God Hates Goths? O.o


This is the sickest website. Really.

PS: I got the link from James.

BE Suspended

I know. Beyond Eternal was suspended. Don't ask me why. I also do not know. So please stop asking me why again and again. As soon as I get a reply from my host, I will inform everyone of it.

[edit] I found out the reason for this. Some wise guy reported my site to be distributing illegal anime materials. *lmao* The only anime content I have on my site are the mangas we scanlate at KH. Since I am a KH admin, I think distributing our mangas are fine and besides, I got a permission from Se to distribute them. So I really wonder... [/edit]

Tuesday, February 27, 2007


Kain? Sige lang, mauna na kaya kayo? Ayaw kong kumain ng kasabay yang mga kaibigan mo. Pagod ako at wala sa mood makipag plastikan sa inyo. Leave me at peace.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Magic Paper

I'm slacking at work again. Because I'm so stressed out.

And alas, I found my ideal LJ plus layout, Magic Paper, that I'm sticking unto until I learn how to make one. And this, of course, would take another thousand years to accomplish. That is, IF I wouldn't get tired of it.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Mr. Professor

"Come here."


"This is Mr. [insert name here]. He's a professor at [I forgot the school's name]."


And the conversations that seemed endless started and ended after a few hours...

"Do you know, Mr. [insert name here] - the professor, he has young celebrities, children of celebrities, rich people and politicians as students."

"I see..."

"Hey, why are you like that?"


"Don't 'huh' me. I'm saying, why are you always like that? Don't you even care about a thing I say? I said, he's a professor at some prestigious school with big time people as his students."

"Yes, I know, I heard you."

"Then why are you like that?"

"One, I do not even know the guy to begin with. Two, I don't give a damn about other people's lives. Three, who the fuck cares if he's a professor? Four, celebrities aren't of my best interest, either. Five, I don't buy that fact that he's a professor at some prestigious school like you said. Where did you get that info anyway?"

"He told that to us. Are you saying that I lie about that?"

"No. Frankly, even if you lie about that, I would also not give a damn. Simply because he doesn't interest me."

"At least respect the person by showing some interest."

"Are you asking me to be a hypocrite? If so, sorry to disappoint you. Okay, I will show you some of my interest in him. Your friend, the professor, is a professor at some prestigious school, correct?"


"What school was that again? I can't remember the name. Also, I don't even know that such a school exists. Therefore, that school is a low grade, no name, cheap school. I'm already giving him the benefit of a doubt that he didn't just invented some school of his own. If the school is as prestigious as you said, no HR, who's in his right mind, would be hiring him as a professor. He speaks English, yes, I can hear. But his pronunciation of words are not correct. Library is not pronounced as 'liblary'. And also, he misses the simplest things like subject verb agreement. No professor at a prestigious school would be using such elementary-level English. I was a student at some school named AMA who is not so prestigious. But, my teachers could speak better English than him and my friends would just laugh at him."

What I hated most are people who claim they are some high and mighty king where in fact, they're clad only with pieces of rags for clothes.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Quran 9:11

Sometimes, arguing with people leaves me undeniably weary. Much more, when you know from the start that no matter what you say, what you do, what proof you provide, in the end, you would still lose the argument. When all those serious, decent discussion slowly turns away from the topic and some people keep inserting nonsense when they know they're losing it kinda makes it sad, really. But, the worst possible situation is when irrational emotions enters the stage. Seriously, before claiming something as a fact, please do some research first if it's true or not. I'm not asking you to be all knowing or anything, and it's not like you're so money deprived that you can't afford to do an internet research for a few minutes too, right? So please, before laying things in front of me, prove them to be a fact first.

Quran 9:11 - For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced; for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah; and there was peace.

This is not a fact. That "eagle" is not the United States of America, that 9:11 thing is not the September 11, and there were no peace. Peace didn't exist then and never will. Therefore, peace cannot be achieved. Period. It only exists in idealist's dreams. These "facts" are all a hoax. It's just some damn gossip from some cheap chain letter who's started by some anonymous someone who doesn't have a life. So don't believe it. The orginal context of the Quran 9:11 clearly says differently and the topic is way too different.

But if they repent and keep up prayer and pay the poor-rate, they are your brethren in faith; and We make the communications clear for a people who know. (Original Quran 9:11)

Besides, this is another one of those old chain letters I recieve once in a while and deleted for like, a thousand (of course, exaggerated) times already. Also, if you plan to argue with me, please make sure I would benefit something from it. If it would be just another one of those, "come back to the bright side", no thank you.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Time and Again

Time and again, I have less time to blog and I need more time for work, random stuff and rest at home. I also deleted my old entries because they were merely x-posted from my LJ. Maybe this is goodbye to Tabulas for me. I will keep this account and all else within it though. And I will not stop visiting friends too.

Always, you'll find me at Beyond Eternal, my beloved domain. Or these sites:

Twilight Drifter, my LiveJournal.
Kawaii Heavens, my bystanding place.

And let me dedicate this sweet song for all of you...

Au Revoir

Along the street that had always echoed with our footsteps
The whithered trees fading away down the road
Perceived the distance between the steps increase

The small falling leaves passing by my shoulders once more returned to the sky
And then I somehow loved even the violents wind
Gently I was smiling

Your familiar form leaning on the windowsill
Flickers among the hazy sunlight and disappears
A whispered phrase in my crowded memories says
"If only until I awake from this dream..."

Just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you
Even if only in this time changed by gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
Like we were when we first met

You lean against the windowsill and it rustles
And I hear the softly murmered phrase once more...
Even though I can't see your form like then
At least amidst this dream

Just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you
Even if only in this time changed by gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
Just like we were
That day we first met

I want to fall asleep holding you
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms

Performed by Malize Mizer
Composed by Mana
Lyrics by Gackt
English Translation by Asagao

Au Revoir is a French word that meant "Farewell." Please watch the video of this song, if you haven't so. It's beautiful.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007


"You don't know how cute you look when you talk like that. But, don't talk to me as if I'm not human. I have color too. Even if it's not as brilliant as yours my eyes are disgustingly blue."

Blue? Liar. You're eyes are just hazel grey. One that's muddy and has lost most of it's light.

"If you talk like that again, I'll bite your tongue."

"Do you love me?"

"What? Do you suddenly want to be Juliet or something?"

"I just ask if you love me..."

"Love? You're crazy. How do you believe that anything like that exists in this god-forsaken world? Tell the dogs to eat that shit."

"You're so... Scornful..."

"You're too emotional. Just live like it is. When you're hungry, eat. When you're pissed, drink beer. When you're lonely, have sex. It's that simple."

Oh my fucking shit! I just love those lines! Not to mention, Aaron's freaking beautiful. Too bad he's d-e-a-d. Aaron's the guy on top of the other guy with less sex appeal. The title of that Korean manhwa is Blood - a one-shot from the Park Hee Jung's Collection of Short Stories and do I have to say who the author is? Those are yaoi scenes, yes, and it's also a gruesomely beautiful story. The gree-haired guy killed Aaron because he love him so much that he also hated him so. He wanted him to also have a "color". And he did gave him a color after that *bang* sound - bright red. Blood. Btw, read the rest of it. They're great. ^_^

WTF? You're back to reading yaoi again? Yeah, sorry. Yuri mangas are not as popular as the yaoi mangas so finding an H-less yuri is rather hard. I just wanted to recomended that manga. It's not at all all-yaoi, you know. The mangas is mostly about a person's depression. Death is a beautiful topic, if you would just learn to appreciate it.

Monday, January 8, 2007

Chikage on Bunny Suit

This is a special announcement!

Chii-chan promised me us that she would wear a bunny suit and take a picture of herself wearing it if she wins Hentai Rumble Season 8! The picture will be posted at KH Forums. If she looses, Haruhi will take the picture all to herself. Of course, we all wouldn't want that, right? Therefore, to prevent Haru-chan from taking Chii-chan all to herself, please vote for Chikage to win again as Ultimate Hentai (for the 3rd time) at Hentai Rumble Season 8!

Comment to this page, please!!

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Blogger Code (New)

I found a better Blogger Code generator! It also has a badge. Pretty cool looking badge, right? Oh and you can click the badge to decode my blogger code, but I've also copy and pasted it below.


How long have you had an online journal or blog? Don't blog? Then hit the road buddy. Bloggers only.

2.5 to 3 years


All websites require an internet domain. Where does your domain kung-fu land on the scale?

I own 2 or more domains that are updated regularly.

The web is built on the backs of the geeks who run it. Are you one of the technical elite?
I manage my blog with a management system running on my own web host.

Page ranking has made it a spammers wet dream and a Technorati Cosmos watcher's best friend.
I have quite a few links, and I try to check in on them all regularly, or at least periodically.

Are you the Nielsen Family of the blog world? Do you reload your counters so much 99% of your visits are yourself?
I usually check my stats once a day but I don't keep any records or running tallies.

How many times a day do you post?
I try to blog once a day, but it doesn't always happen, and that's no big deal.

Are you usually one of the first to link to the new thing that everyone will be writing about? Are you capable of blogging from just about anywhere at anytime?
The blog isn't the first thing I think of, but I usually remember to blog the interesting things... eventually.


Does your blog or journal concentrate on your personal experiences? Do you scour the web for new and interesting links? Are you happy just adding your comments to the dialogue?

Nearly all the topics I blog are personal experiences or original writing that can't be found elsewhere on the web.


Ah, yes ... what would a survey be without a sex question? As shocking as it may seem, some bloggers have been known to exchange bodily fluids with one another. What category do you belong to?

Are you kidding? The last thing I need is to get sexually involved with one of these neurotic pinheads.


With the proliferation of digital cameras, you no longer need be concerned about the clerk at the photo lab seeing your naughty bits. But hell, you'll put on them on your blog. Right?

I have posted at least a photo of my face.


Do you feel left out if you don't participate in the latest meme or web survey to make the rounds? How compelled are you to follow the pack and do what everyone else is doing?

I've taken a few surveys or participated in a few memes, but there seem to be so many of them I have to pick and choose.


Can anyone type your name into Google and find your blog? Would you just die (or be fired) if your boss read your blog? Does you mom leave comments on your site?

Nearly all of my offline friends, family members, and co-workers know about my blog, and that's fine.


The syndication wars have been raging since the dawn of the blog. Have you taken a side? Are you Switzerland? Do you even care in the slightest?



The Internet, much like real life, has it's share of pond-scum. Have you been terrorized by these reptilian life forms?

I've been terrorized but survived.


Online surveys are all the rage in the blogosphere. You can't blogsurf for more than a few sites without running into them. Where are you in the survey whore spectrum?

I am 25% whore


Comment spam is bringing a lot of bloggers to the brink of homocide. How do you handle this attack on humanity from Satan himself?

I have a spam filter.


Who are you?

I am a Blogger, fear my wrath!


A couple years ago we may have called this "microcelebrity," but simply put, it's being known amongst other bloggers for one reason or another: You wrote an amazing essay or post, you created a meme, you said something (or continually say things) to piss off the right people, you pulled off a grand prank, you started a cult of personality, you were nobody until you somehow ended up in a Wired/New York Times/CNN/etc. news story... Whatever it was, you somehow became a known entity. Or maybe you aren't and you like it that way.

I'm well adored/hated within a certain subsection of bloggers, known amongst a broader subset, or I'm "that blogger" from a couple years back.


Different than the length of time you've been weblogging, History is a measure of how much you remember or were keeping track of all the personalities, in-jokes, accomplishments and naysayers. How old school are you?

I know that my favorite sites have been around for a while, and can name at least a few different names of blogging software.

Edit: I've updated the blogger code HTML code into an image because Blogger broke it. :-|

Monday, January 1, 2007

New Year 2007!

Happy New year! Ingatan ang inyong mga fingers this new year!! ^_~

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