Sunday, January 30, 2005

Ignorance or Stupidity?

My bandwidth exeeded last night and my very kind host restored and added me 200 more MB. :) He said that it will go back to the original 1GB next month. Now I'm thinking of getting my plan upgraded on my next due that is on March. But then again I was also thinking of getting my site down for a couple of months... I will have to think of this really really hard for the moment.

Anyway, I was to post an yesterday but I was damned pissed off by some post in the group. I really don't know if that guy is just ignorant of things around him or is just plain stupid. He goes like telling, I love candies but hate sweet stuff. Now tell me this is of a normal person or someone who lost his sanity?

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Worthless, Self-Proclaimed Theories.

From the news lately, there was another disease from chikens that humans could also adopt. And there seems to be quite few humans, maybe a handfull or less, who already had it. Then Bird's Flew came up to me because it's also came from chickens and humans could able to adopt them, when too much exposure to it. We might conclude evolution occoured here. Then a few moments later, SARS came up to me. SARS had several levels or degrees right? And so it evolves too. Whenever it evolves, it became more adoptive to mostly anything and more deadly too. So again, evolution occurs.

(The topic isn't evolution, by the way. Im just saying that disease evolves and could be adopted to almost anything vulnerable to it.)

What came up to me really after was "Where the heck did these diseases came from?!" So I started to take it one by one and started with the most popular and widespread disease ever, AIDS. So I started to ask? "Who the heck is dumb enough not to be satisfied with humans and decided to go fuck a monkey and to his luck, one with AIDS?!" Hey, that question went through scientific process! How? (1) AIDS came from monkeys. (2) AIDS could only be tranferred beween body fluids. e.g. Blood and Orgasm. Okay, so it's not that scientific but at least I took the time to think! If you could think of a better theory that this, you're much welcome to comment. :D And then, that made me laughing to myself for quite sometime until I remembered that before the SARS became widespread to China, the US bombed it. So I thought of, "Did the US created SARS and bombed China with it?" We could doubt that but since Bush is... well.. never mind, it's possible. And then I thought, there are more to things than what they seem. Diseases may come from one source. There might also be some secret agency that hybrids things genetically and Mutans might exists (yeah, X-men). So why did I arrived at the theory? Well, for a fact, there are genetically engineered vegetables and animals (chickens, rats, etc.) so there can also be a genetically modified human right? Although this is illegal, there might be. One can never say it can't happen. If you know the series Dark Angel, you would know what I mean. Yet, all thse were merely from my random thoughts.

Monday, January 24, 2005

I Cry...

Yes, obviously, I have a new layout. It's Twilight Drifter Version 2, "I Cry..."

So why I Cry...?

As most of my friends know me, I hardly cry. And some people, mostly those that hardly know me, branded me as ICE WOMAN just because they haven't seen me cry. Do I cry? As a matter of fact, I do. Everyone does. The only reason I cry is when I feel pain. Too much pain. Nevertheless, I do not.

Crying doesn't make you weak. Crying is just simply expressing yourself.

Of course, the credits. ^_^ Image was taken from the game, A3 (yes, from the official website itself) and the avatar template was from Bouncy Bubbles.Net.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

You're In Love

I am quite fond of this song lately...


You're In Love
by Wilson Phillips

Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.

And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.

But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be


I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love

Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Mind's Capacity

Sometimes, I find myself lost and wondering through questions I knew will never be answered. Even if I had given my life for some demon that would give me incomparable knowledge as I could answer my own question, I know would still be lost and wondering for more. People's capacity to think is what astonish me more than anything. I read from a theory somewhere that the most intelligent person could possibly just used up 10% of his mind's capacity to think. If it were true, then a perfect person that could used up all the 100% of his mind capacity, could be invulnerable at most cases. Sometimes, I even thought that the Earth had existed before and was destroyed by people because of technologies beyond comprehension that resulted them to start all over again from stone. Now that our technologies are moving closer to it's peak, it mught come true again. And so history would repeat itself. But then again, not. Maybe I just watched too much sci-fi typed anime to think this way.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Dear Hater

Dear Hater,

You know who you are and I hope you got this message and yeah, *pointing to the mood* you're annoying me.

Honestly, I don't know who you are and to be frank, I don't really care. Whoever you are, I thank you for spending too much time just reasearhing things about me, without any progress and trying to blackmail me with pure nonesense. I would honestly admit that you got my attention for a minute there, and so in favor of your time spent to me, I write this short message for you. Does that make you happy? Good. I just wanted you to know that your efforts for blackmailing me are undeniably worthless. You know what I think, I think you're just a pile of trash that doesn't have a life. Before you went around raging me, flaming me, telling me you hated me, might you want to ask yourself first, "How much do I know of Euri that I concluded that I hate her so much?" How come you claim you hate me where in fact, you do not even know a thing about me? And if you hated me so much, why tell me you hate me? Should you be somewhere else "away" from me so as you could not see my "dreadful face" that you’re disgusted so much. What would flaunting "I hate you!" do to you anyway? I would only ask you this, for the last time, LEAVE ME ALONE. Done said, may you have a nice day.

Blackmail: "Euri watch Hentai and Yaoi!"

My reply to the so-called blackmail: Yeah, I do. And so? Is that what you call a blackmail? Try harder.

Sunday, January 9, 2005

Golden Web Award 2003-2004

For once in my life I had deemed myself worthy of my own self-esteem. I may have lost it while drifting to this empty space as I had always been from the start, on which I dare not leave. Now, I might have had recovered mostly half of it but still half more lacks.

As I had written in Beyond Etenral, I had won myself a Golden Web Award, on which, undoubtly made my day. Who wouldn't be glad to received an unexpected award from an elite group of webmasters and designers that one aspires to belong. I could hardly believe it myself as I repeated verifying for my site if it really won such tremendous award. And to my surprize, same results, it did.

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