Pwede Ba?!

Anak ng puta naman eh. Kaya nga kayo binilihan ni mama ng kanya kanya niyong mga pc, para yun ang gamitin niyo hindi yung pc ko. Para san pang gumastos ako ng malaki - 512 RAM, GeForce 2, 100 GB kong pc, kung papagamit at papasira ko lang sa inyo noh. Namumulubi na ko rito, obvious ba? Kung pwede lang no, kung di niyo kayang ingatan ang pc ko, tantanan niyo na lang, okay? Kung gusto niyong magdownload, hindi ko naman pinagkakait ang internet sa bahay eh. Kaya nga ako nagpaWIFI diba? Para hindi kayo nagrereklamo. Pero sana naman, habang nagsisidownload kayo ng kung anu-anong hinayupak na games at MP3s, maalala niyo namang magscan ng pinagdadadownload niyo at limitahan niyo naman sa capacity ng pc ko. Hindi yung inuubos niyo yung 80 Gb ko sa kung anu-anong mga basura. Buti sana kung may pakinabang yang mga Maple, Gunbound, Gunz, Khan, MU, Neeed for Speed, NBA 2006, at kung anu-ano pang games na nilalaro niyo sa pang araw-araw na pamumuhay ng mga tao eh, kaso wala eh. Sana naman, matutu k

Top 10 Best Selling J-rock Artists

Top 10 list of best selling J-rock artist according to Last.fm . L'Arc~en~Ciel Dir en Grey Gackt Asian Kung-Fu Generation Malice Mizer Pierrot ?-miyavi- the pillows X Japan Psycho le C'mu Guess who's the 11th? Yeah, it's Hyde. :P So L'Arc~en~Ciel is all the way to the top, still, why can't I find any good shots of the band anywhere?! How am I suppose to make a new layout without images then? All I find is Hyde, Hyde, Hyde. My HD's overflowing with Gackt, Hyde, and Dir en Grey's images yet unsuited for a good layout. I want L'Arc~en~Ciel!!

24 Tips for Staying Creative

24 Tips for Staying Creative Around the Clock 1. Wear a different hat. 2. Let the little guys be in charge for a change. 3. Forget about money. 4. Ask for help when you need it. 5. Go with the creative flow. 6. Divert all interruptions: no phone, no meeting. 7. Dare to care. 8. Let your hair down. 9. Stop for stretches. 10. Snack frequently. 11. Don't second guess; go with your gut. 12. Add caffeine. 13. Invite a dog. 14. Create a new hall sports. 15. Pain faces at midnight. 16. Eschew idea ownership. 17. Add music. 18. Dance a jig. 19. Think sideways. 20. Cheer yourself on. 21. Sing a song. 22. Liberally apply lotions. 23. Remind yourself why you care. 24. Be true to you. Taken from: Createathon, HOW Magazine: Design Ideas at Work, June 2003 issue.

Euri @ Tabulas

I finally finished coding out my Tabulas account on which I should've done some time ago. If you have a tabulas, you could add me at http://www.tabulas.com/~euri. Now, my next step is to work on converting this entire domain to an XHTML valid one. Now I wanna see how this would turn out.

Judgement Day Scoreboard

On the judgement day... Person: I'm ready to receive my judgement, God. God: I know. I'm omni-everything, you know. Person: ... God: Do you believe in me? Person: Yes. God: Do you love me? Person: Since you are God, lying would be useless, so no. I just believe in you because I'm afraid. God: You know, I drowned an entire population in a mega high flood because they don't believe in me. I burned my creation in the fires of hell and let them suffer through eternity because they don't love me. Person: God, you're ruthless. God: How dare you, you infidel! I am your creator and you are merely a creation. Be thankful I even gave you your freewill to decide whether to love me or suffer the consequences of not loving me. Person: God damn it, God! Do I even have a choice? God: Thou shalt not use my name in vain. Didn't I wrote that in an ancient stone? Person: Ooops... God: Here's another one for you Satan. Satan: Thanks God, you've been very

Beyond Eternal [v14] Stare

I finally figured out how to make my own wordpress theme and this is all thanks to Jays of Pink-Baby ! :love: She has this certain premade WP themes for download at her site on which I used as basis for my own. And that hot guy you see on this theme is Bishounenboy and that image was taken from his dA stock account . Beautiful isn't he? I really liked how he made those eye liner and that pastel pink lipstick he wore on is gorgeous. Too bad, the image was too big to include it. I have a meme here that Rad passed on to me for quite some time now and I just answered it. :P

MedRec Teaser

I just noticed this past few days, a lot had been asking me on when I would post Part 2 of MedRec: Behind the Scenes . Actually, the part 2 was already written. I just don't want to post it for crazy reasons like I wanted to tease people who read it. :lol: Pa-suspense ba. Pero sa totoo lang, sa part 2 kasi, sigurado, may matatamaan. Ika nga ng mga matatatandang tulad ko, "Bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan, pangit wag magagalit." I had and still having both good and bad comments about my post, MedRec: Behind the Scenes Part 1. Honestly, I really don't care who ever reads my blog. I really don't care if everyone in the campus reads my blog. This is me, this is my life - welcome to reality. I'm not a god to command you to love me or like me in return for a mutual prize. If you don't like me, instead of wasting time to curse me, just leave. And I don't expect everyone to love me, anyway. I'm both pathetic and an apathetic . Besides, nakikibasa ka lang n

Thank God!

This morning, I was watching "Men of Light", a Christian TV program where 3 priest preach things and relates them to the practical life. What caught my attention was, "Why do people blame God or the church for something they themselves caused." And so I ask this, why should God take all the credit for something we ourselves took effort into? Whenever something good happens to a Christian, the immediate reaction would be, "Thank God." When something bad happened, God won't take the responsibility to it. If you, as a person, won't take responsibility for your actions, my best advice is to blame it on Satan. You know, even though Satan's name would ring the very definition of "evil" to humanity, in my view, he's the kindest person. What the..?! Okay, imagine you are Satan. Since the beginning of time, whenever that was, you're shouldering everything that God refuses to take responsibility in. Can you imagine how long has it been

Gumuhong Pader

Nakakalungkot isiping matatapos ka na lamang, ang dami ko pang naririnig na bulungang walang humpay sa pagdididik sa iyo na tila ba'y ipinapamukhang wala kang silbi. Kung hindi ka pa sanay sa ganitong buhay, maaring mauupo ka na lamang at iiyak sa isang sulok. Halos hindi ka na makatayo at hindi na rin gumagana ng maayos ang iyong pag-iisip sa pagod na iyong nararamdaman para lang pilitin ang sarili mong tapusin ang isang bagay na mula't-mula pa ma'y kinawalan mo na nang pag-asang matapos. Ginawa mo ito alang-alang sa isang taong inaasahan mong magsusukli sa iyo kahit man lang pasasalamat. Subalit, dahil masaklap ang katotohanan, ang bawat pagsisikap mo ay tila isang pader na dahan-dahang gumuho sa iyong harapan nang sabihin sa iyong ang lahat ng nangyari ay sa kadahilanang ikaw ay iresponsable na kung tutuusin, hanggang doon lang talaga ang kaya mong ibigay. Even if I wanted to just leave it to oblivion, the soft whispers keeps hunting me as if it would never leave...

Failure

I went to college to peek on how my grades were and how many subjects I had failed this time. I haven't really got the results yet but assuming my grades, I would be expecting 4 failed subjects this tri. Yes, a lot. I always knew from the start that I would fail them since I sacrificed them for our thesis. The thought of not wanting to fail haunts me each night. Who ever want to see lots of 5.00 on their trascript, anyway? Yet at the end of it all, I have to choose between failing 4 subjects or failing thesis. I was left with no other option, so I chose thesis over the 4 major subjects.

RedBull

Na immune na ata katawan ko sa RedBull. Hindi na kasi umeepekto ang dalawang bote ng RedBull sakin eh. Lagi naman ganyan eh, kahit hindi masarap, RedBull ang karamay sa puyatan. Yung ION, hindi ko pa na try so no comment ako dito. Pero yung ExtraJoss, parang lemonade lang eh.

Big Day

Today is the BIG day! The day we we'll find out if we will be granted a chance for our mock defense and after, an oral defense OR the day we'll fail and be asked to retake the course. This is my last trimester and I can't afford to fail any course. I just hope I would pass... *cross-fingers* *breathes deep* Wish me luck!

SONA 2005

Yesterday was PGMA’s SONA. I was disappointed with her SONA yet I kinda expected it would be something as such. She wouldn’t mention the tape issue nor her-asking-forgiveness-about-her-cheating-the-election (at least, my interpretation of the tape) issue anyway. She mentioned a lot of achievements she had done for the county so far. The problem is, do people believe those? Does everyone still have that faith they once have in her? Yes, people praised her that day a it was shown over television. Even so, you’ll never know if she just paid them off like it was before in EDSA II. Aminin man natin o hindi, she just paid most of those people who appealed in EDSA II against ERAP. Now that I think of it, at least si ERAP, 2 years siyang naupo bago na-impeach. Si GMA ba meron ng one year since the election? Wala pa ata. 😛 Pero, in fairness, type ko yung Filipinana outfit niya. Kahit na, according to the narator, nanggaling pa yun sa “baul” ng nanay niya. As if! Magpa-dramatic entrance ba. He

Acquaintance Party AY: '05-'06

This years acquaintance party depressed me. Aside from the fact that it was the only acquaintance party I’ve been that was celebrated on a resort and in daylight at that, the program was awfully boring. I spend like a couple of hours staring at nothing, listening to an acoutic band. They have bands, yes, and an alternative-rock band in the evening. As soon as the food arrived, I grabbed my meal and left. Boredom will kill me if I would stay any longer. Besides, what would I do there? I am not allowed to swim anyway. (Pool water causes me skin allergies.) And more to my dismay, I start to forsee that my dreams of seeing my beloved alma matter to be something of worth before I gradute, are in futile.

If You Only Knew...

If you only knew how hard it is to live and drive yourself to go on with your life without any known purpose of why you should. But even so, living without a purpose is better than merely living for a narcistic and unlawful deity, whom you credit all the great things you've done where in fact, you were the one who did it in the first place and He just watched; and damn the ever so evil antagonist deity that He, Himself created and casted out from Heaven to make him look more like a protagonist in the battle of "good and evil" where good always wins. If you only knew how hard Atheist strives to live equally in a country where everyone thinks of them as people who "doesn't think", "heartless", "demons", "manifestations of evil", "Satan-possessed" and so the list goes on...; and the pain of everyone you love leaving you only for the petty reason that they think you are "Satan-Manifested" just for not believing,

Dataline

Dataline is AMACC AC's school paper. Actually, the school paper should have started years ago when there are still a lot of calibre students for it. I'm not claiming that the batches left doesn't have the capacity to but since I knew quite a number of student who were past OICs, article writers, writers per se, and of course, would I forget the artists from different high schools, colleges and university. though I haven't seen the product of the newly appointed EIC and her staff, I know they'll do good stuff. Even though this school seemed so damned, there are a lot of talented and intelligent students here. The thing is, the nurishing of the school isn't enough for the student's satisfaction that resulted to a few to leave and switch campuses and for the students who stayed for reasons, they could only strive to make something out of nothing. But that fact does't apply to every student, as you might have been enlightened that a campus could not contain

Birthdays

The other day (July 9th 2005, Saturday) was my younger bro's birthday. Mom arrived at pass 10pm. We ate at a restaurant and I hit bed as soon as we arrive. I feels so damn tired. It seems that I was drained. I hadn't the chance to post it since my Internet connection fucked up for 3 days now. Geez! PLDT (ISP) is a big headache! The only site I could browse is Google ! I am pretty sure that it's not with my firewall since I disabled every firewall in our network. *sigh* Today is Onii-chan 's birthday! ;) Happy birthday!! ^_^

What's Going on Inside

Slowly she drags the mouse close as she browses the silver laptop laid in front of her. He glanced through his notes trying to remember them for the comming quiz. She asked him to close and lock the door. And he asked why. She didn't say a word but smiled. -- She: Where's your Windows Media Player Moi: There. She: Thanks. He: What's that?! Porn?! She: Shh...!! Moi: It's just hentai, for goodness sake. She: Hehe! Moi: You're watching that again? Aren't you tired of that same of series? She: I have no other options, do I? Moi: I'll put more when I'm not lazy to. She: Okay. He: Let's watch it. Moi: She always does. She: Lol! Moi: *reviewing* BGM: Ah... stop... ah... don't... He: It's too loud. Moi: *ignore. still reviewing* He: What's that?! What's he doing? Moi: Geez! Just watch! You don't watch porn? Him: Nope. Moi: O.O Yeah right! You're a guy! He: Why do you have to ask? Moi: -.- She: Keep it down. We'll get caught. Moi:

Body Organs

you don't see your heart, lungs and brain but you know they exist. Since when did God became a body organ? :lol: Seriously, ahem having body organs is not a theoretical idea. It's already proven by science through the greatness of today's technology. I personaly think, that the statement left was not enough to convince a soul to God's existence to be true or even a correct statement for argument at that. A lot of people, both living and deceased, had seen body organs and I myself can prove that man had them for I had seen them as well. The first time I saw body organs was on our biological laboratory. There was this cabinet of different internal organs displayed on the lab. It's beside a cabinet with 9 bottles of diffent sized fetuses and yes, they're cute! :lol: We weren't allowed to touch them though. When I migrated, I moved to a new school known for Nursing and Med Tech course. That's where I saw a real dead body being dissected. They're int

Claimed Another LJ

I claimed nvrexisted to keep anyone from using it. Lol! I was thinking of moving there at first, but when I found out that I have to import one entry after another manually, I thought twice. You could add me on that account if you like. I'll add you back. Just tell me you added me or else, I wouldn't take the effort on logging in that account. *lol*

Tired

I can't believe how tired I am. Thesis sucks to the nth power! Damn it! Adding the fact that we have an urgent demo tomorrow afternoon on which we were informed just a few hours ago. I feel so damn tired that I can't think much and all that goes in my mind are rants. I haven't slept in days. I could only manage 2 weeks without proper sleep. But since my body moves and my brain works for more than 16 hours, I could last for only 3-4 days.

Susan Roses for President!

Susan Roses for President! Yes, you read that clear, people! Please sign that damn petition and see for your very eyes how the loving country you live in, the Philippines, would drown herself in debts and fall like a helpless child because of reckless, worthless, stupidiest idea that hit your hopless heads.

Onii-san = EVIL!!

Onee-chan () is evil, I say. EVIL !! It's some yaoi issue with my Honey. Never mind me. Anyway, been sufing the net and found this link. Honestly, it's the most damn whole shit I've ever seen in my entire online life. Geez! I care not if the she's some popular bitch in the Net or even on TV or whatever. I do not know her. I care less to know. The point is, she should've been more creative on her blog. I don't care if she wants to make herself more beautiful in front of her fans but not to the entent of insulting other people and pointing out their defects or weaknesses just to make her look above them. Hypocrites are the greatest disgrace in the blogging world.

Filipino Atheists Blogroll

Here I list blogs by Filipino Atheists from around the globe! The blogs listed are not entirely of atheism! Please visit them! :D ** If you're an atheist and wanted to have your website or blog be linked here, please leave me a note in the comment section of this post, below. Groups in the Philippines: Philippine Atheists Pinoy Atheists Yahoo Group Filipino Freethinkers Philippine Atheists and Agnostics Society (PATAS) Bahaghari Atheists and Agnostics Society (BATAS) ARose Blogs: Pinoy Atheist Sacrilege!!! Thoughts To Provoke Your Thoughts The Unicorn Breeder The Atheist Doctor Shades of Gray Where I Go To Rant Sensibly Ace the Freethinker Trailblazer Ms Clair Subtle Yet Radical The Atheist Seeker Ang Mandirigmang Atheista When Reason Reigns Pinoy Infidel, Inc. Night'sTale Whispers of Reason Atheista Journal of a Filipino Atheist Suntok Sa Buwan Lust for Episteme The Domi-Quell This Side of Town Basang Panaginip Prudence and Madness ammf!

The Angry Theist

I've been an atheist for a year now. Wow. In commemoration of my first year in atheism, I've started a blog called, " The Angry Theist : Love me of suffer through eternity in the fires of hell." Of course, I've added a warning/disclaimer: Words of Caution: This blog is owned by an atheist who doesn't have the heart for everyone, much more to the close minded. If you don’t like what you read, your best option is to leave. Please, spare her and save yourself from wasting pointless efforts in flaming and telling her that she damn well deserve to go to hell more than anyone. Read at your own discretion. So why "The Angry Theist"? It all started as a mere joke with my friends  Ran-kun  and Dexter that I should call myself an "A(ngry)theist" because I was often told that I'm only an atheist because for one reason or the other, I ended up hating God -- weather I had some cruel/bad experiences in life, or that my prayers/wishes were i

Tama na!

Tama na! Ayaw ko na! Sawang-sawa na ko! Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Puro na lang Jeff. Lahat ng gusto mo, ginagawa ko. Lahat ng iutos mo, sumusunod naman ako. Bakit ganon? Parang wala pa rin akong kwenta. Pag nakakakuha siya ng 5.00 wala kang sinasabi. Minsan lang ako nakakuha ng 5.00 kulang na lang patayin mo ko. Nung makakuha ako ng award, ang sinabi mo sakin, "para award lang ang yabang mo na." Sumali lang naman ako dun para sayo eh. Pero wala eh. Parang wala lang nagyari. Parang wala lang akong na achieve. Tapos siya, sumali lang ng contest, kulang na lang magpa-fiesta ka. Gaano ba kahirap para sayo ang sabihing "ay, may silbi pala ang anak kong to." Hindi ko namang hinihiling na puriin mo ko eh. Gusto ko lang naman... Tila matanda na ko para magdrama ng ganito. Batif ko yon pero, hindi ko na maikubli ang nararamdaman ko. Kailangan kong ilabas. Kung hindi, sasabog ako. Sa mga oras na to, damang-dama ko ang naramdaman ni Uchiha Sasuke noon. Siguro yun din ang i

Welcome to AMACC AC!

There was an incident this morning between a mushroom type student 1 and our instructor that granted us a whole period without class. As it was since the beginning of time, I was late. For a while it left me a peculiar look and a wondering mind of what happened while there I was, spending my minutes waiting until that damn jeepney was full before it heads on to the road. Then again, for all I care, my late wasn't counted. Hehe! So it all end up to the fact that this certain student, one of my classmate that I hardly know of for barely entering the class on which I also care less of who he is, disrespected our instructor, leaving a fiery conversation between them that even went down to the dean's office on which, I suppose as it is but just justifiable to be sentenced a suspension for a few days. Suspension is a normal thing in a school as wild as ours. :lol: No, seriously. This school may be small and the students may be not be more than 1000, yet, in this school, you could se

Twilight Drifter [v4] Elegance

New layout! Twilight Drifter [v4] Elegance. Image from Boyis . Yeah, I didn't do much to it. I don't want to I'll just ruin the beauty of it when I try to do a manip of it.. A few possible reasons why I've been too much of a pervert lately might be that (1) I'm sick. I got a flu. I'm in terrible heat! Lol! (2) I haven't been watching any porns lately. I have no time. (3) Tenjho Tenge pushed me to think that way. (Go blame it on the anime!) Speaking of which, I've seen the entire anime! And my rating goes 7/10. Minus 1 point for undetailed sexual content, another point for the only thing I could see are panties! Damn it! And the another point for not completing the story til the end.

Disturbing Thoughts

This is feeling is a bit weird. I don't know what's into me lately. These past few days, whenever I see 2 guys together, I think of them in a sensual disturbing manner. First, I saw two man chatting by the school grounds. What came into my mind was, "they were discussing something private". And I laughed at myself for the stupid idea. Then after, I saw another 2 man hiting each other, where the other is sitting above the other, spanking him. "They'll start licking each other later." was the immediate thought that came to my mind. Then after a while, a lot more stupidity came into me as the day passed. And later on, I realized that it starting to be really disturbing as to all I could think of is sex, yaoi, and yuri. T.T

Funny Yet Disappointing

Something really funny happened at school! ;) I was kind of disappointed after the building up I've done, the pedestal just fell down in front of my very eyes. :( I was expecting a well preserved person that comprehends well, yet, it was funny to know that people lose their poise in an instant when they start to realize that they are losing the battle.

Cover Letter

First, it was an empty resume. Now, a cover letter?! *sigh* How could a pessimistic person such as I, could make a reasonably promising cover letter such as this on which I honestly admit that I do not know what to write. Being a graduating student and the need of you to make resumes, cover letters, proposals, etc. are killing me! I hardly had time for myself and my usual hobby of reading blogs, Naruto, Yaoi, Yuri, Hentai, Gackt, Hyde, and other more things a regular stoical person do. I want my life back!!

Engr. Durias

The best things in life are the things you've learned. - Engr. Maria Ellah Durias I like our new dean, Engr. Maria Ellah Durias. Not only because I would never be shameful that a dean such as herself couldn't speak simple English, like our previews dean does, she's fluent with it and to add, she even encourages us, students, to speak the tougues of a deseving student at that. *throws a rose* I personally think, through this big change at our campus, the school would hopefully gain good name. Too bad, I wouldn't be a part of it for long. In months time, I would finally graduate and leave the campus I so much hated but just recently appreciated. Though I couldn't tell even until now if I could bring pride for it or at least anything but bad name. That, of couse, would be the case if I pass. The only problem I have about it is that I couldn't speak English, not just fluently, but at all! :(

This Is Stupid

I'm drowning myself over useless things again. Sometimes, this pain makes itself too unbearable for me. I wanted to scream out loud yet I couldn't even hear my own voice. I hate myself. I start to hate myself again and much more than I hate myself before. This is stupid. These thoughts are stupid. I feel stupid. I am stupid! Damn it! ... I think... I... just need rest.

Xanga Layout Blues

All I want is a neatly coded Xanga layout which is both simple and elegant looking . Why does it take me real long to find one that suites my taste?! I know, it's my fault that I'm too lazy to make a Xanga layout! My point is, I don't use my Xanga much (Actually, I don't use it at all! I only have it to comment to a friend's Xangas.), why should I even spent too much time to make a layout of it! ... This is frustrating.

Save The Best For Last

Yes, medyo nagbalik na ko sa katinuan ko. (Salamat naman.) I went offline for days to rest myself off my frustrations. I was not totally offline, actually. I was online but in hiding mode . I just wanna be alone for a while, that's all. The songs tells my story. It was both sad and heart warming. I never thought of it that way. It just mae me reflect on it when I finally heard the song after a really long time. -- Save the Best For Last By Vanessa Williams Sometimes the snow comes down in June Sometimes the sun goes round the moon I see the passion in your eyes Sometimes it's all a big surprise Cause there was a time when all I did was wish You'd tell me this was love It's not the way I hoped or how I planned But somehow it's enough [Refrain:] But now we're standing face-to-face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last All of the nights you came to me When some silly

*Sigh*

My life is dead boring.*kicks anything* I have no Internet connection at home. Someone screwed up our modem. *sigh* Just dropping by to let you people know. Just in case you asked, where the heck did Euri go? Lol! I'm posting this at school. Was suppose to do researchers until I got board of it and decided to post. (Bad student.:P)

MCP Reviewer

I just got my MCP reviewer. The thing is, would I even bother reviewing it. The exam was supposed to be tomorrow (Saturday, May 28) but they said it was moved to another day because the reviewers came late that resulted to being distributed late as well. I still don't have an Internet connection at home and so I'm posting this at school. (Yeah, bad student. :P) I'm supposed to research things about WAN and Internet Architecture but decided on posting when I saw this article while surfing for answers. I could say that she was really intelligent to pass that exam. That exam could drive you nuts!

I'm Alive

I had been offline for quite long, no? We have problems on our Internet connection. I think, it's with the modem. Til then, I wll be offline. There had been a major change on my schedule. I mean, hello? Doesn't schedules supposed to be fixed with minor conflicts before the enrollment starts rather than changing it again and again?! Damn it! It's been 2 weeks since the class started! (Well, it's supposed to.) How come even until now, they are still changing the schedules?! This is stupid. To think that my OJT is on this tri and how am I suppose to finish 120 hours on time when my class starts at 10:00am and ends at 9:00pm?! My Thesis B is in this tri as well. Geez! I think I need extra extra extra extra effort on this. *sigh*

My hands hurt!

My right hand hurt! It's because of the freaking checks I have to finish tonight! Imagine youself issuing 19 checks all at once and later on, make a report out of it in hand . And guess what, I have to make a duplicate of that report also in hand. It's because my freaking printer ran out of ink! If it didn't I could've just typed that report and print it. I could even provide more than 5 duplicates, if they want to! Too bad, hindi marunong makisama ang printer ko! :'(

OMGackt!!

OMFG!! OMFG!! *calms self* Last night, I had a dream and Gackt was damn there! *drools* I was watching him, while he does his video shooting. And then, he took his polo shirt off and faced me. *dies* I was staring bad at him (who wouldn't be? Damn it! Have you damn seen his gorgeous body?!) and the next thing I know, he was approaching me. He dragged and warp his arms around me and kissed me. (OMG!! OMG!! *dies again*) And it wasn't just a smack nor a peck! Damn! I would more than willing to exchange romantic kisses with him all night!

Istorya ng Buhay

Kadalasan, pag sumusulat ako, binabase ko yun sa mood ko. Kung medyo hindi ko trip ang magsulat, hindi ko na itutuloy. Lalabas kasi siyang panget at minadali. Pero tulad ng ibang pang manunulat, ang bawat istorya na isinusulat nila, ay may lihim na istoryang nakabaon sa loob. Minsan, may pagkakataong meron nakakatuklas nito at nasa manunulat na lang iyon kung aaminin niya o hindi. Inaamin ko na lahat ng isinulat ko ay may lihim na istorya na parte ng aking buhay. Bahala ka na nga lang isipin kung ano yun. Aaminin ko naman kung tama ka o hindi eh. Bat di mo subukang itanong sakin. ;)

Everything!

Damn it! You got off the car first so I expect you to get to the college first. But know, you chatted with your friends. I let it slide since they are your friends. Instead, I waited for you upstairs. and guess what? I waited for ages in this damn hot weather. And when I finally got myself down to see what the fuck is taking you so damn long, I saw you playing Gungound at some damn internet cafe below?! Damn it! I could hardly breathe upstairs! You know I can't stay up to a place so freaking hot! I'll collapse! Damn it! Look at what you did! I'm throwing up again. This vomiting seems so endless for me! Damn it! Can't you be responsible enough? How could you call yourself a brother? Mom should call you useless more than she calls me. But to her, I'm more useless that you are. And this makes me feel pathetic. Look here, and read well. Since I got to this hell of a place living my life with you, I promised myself that I WILL surpass everything you do. I mean everyt

You May Not Realize It...

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. *PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or

Yes, I'm Still Alive.

It had been a while since my last post. Yes. I am still alive and I had survived. I was at the end of rope clinging to the last bit of sanity I had left in me. Thesis B is coming and I still have 2 other excess subject left out. Geez! What the Hell am I going to do with this life? To add, I haven't been really fixing up Takipsilim . I could say that the layout is very simple yet eye cathing indeed. The point is! It's in shambles, damn it! And I can't fix it!

Vanity!

Euri: Mirror mirror on the wall, who is the ugliest of them all. Mirror: Euri. :) [removed images] All were taken just a few moments ago from my cellphone cam at my room. I just made fun of myself and took pictures. :lol: And this one below was taken last month from my webcam. And I looked stupid in it. That was in my brother's room.

Thesis A: Chapter 2

I'm starting this chapter late tonight and I will probably finish it by tomorrow IF I could figure out what these things in front of me are for. Geez! What kind of teaching is AMA giving these days. They provide us with really long handouts to read online and worst of it all, they're useless. *sigh* Take this for example: Historical Design History may be defined as the "branch of knowledge concerned with past events, especially those involving human affairs." (Funk and Wagnalls, 1976) Historical research therefore, is a systematic and critical inquiry of the whole past events using the critical method in the understanding and the interpretation of facts which are applicable to current issues and problems. Research in history is both science and art. Historical design is scientific and the narration thereof is an art. History differs from the natural sciences because it is based upon the reports of observations which cannot be repeated, although similar events may o

Stupid! Stupid!

Stupid. I'm so stupid. :( *whacks self* Damn! I forgot my Flash drive at my pocket and I found it soaking wet in the basin baside the washing machine. XP I haven't tried if it would still work. I don't wanna try. I'm scared knowing that my 2,000 went to waste because of my stupidity. :(

Failed Domain Transfer: Behind the Story

Since a lot had been asking and I don't have that time to reply one by one. I'll post what happend to Beyond Eternal - in details! Once upon a time.... There came March, I went to my host and ask when will my domain contract expire. He said that it'll be on March 31. And since I was very much exited to tranfer hosting, I already paid Rem (my friend) my dues for the domain and site hosting for the next contract (April 2005 to 2006) to avoid problems. I already contacted my previews host that I wouldn't renew my hosting to his company anymore and he said yes. And so the transfer request was sent to my previews host. We had been waiting 2 weeks for his reply. When I couldn't wait any longer (yes, patience is not my virtue), I went to ask him and he said he deleted the transfer request thinking it was a spam! (Geez! Talk about pain in the ass!) He ask me to ask my new host to send the tranfer request again. My current host said, we'll be short of time. The only opti

Enjoyed PHP for the First Time

It was until a while ago that I thought of trying to make a website out of PHP. I never really thought of doing so because I always think it was hard to learn PHP and I will never understand it. Just a few hours ago, I forced myself to try it because of my PHP project, and online shopping system, on which will be the key of my midterm and final grade. *sigh* And so I started with a few that I learn through tutorials. For the first time, I quite enjoyed myself programming, yet I seem to get tired easily these days and it's quite hard for me to breathe. I need to get myself well ventilated to breathe properly. Is it because it's too damn hot or my body is getting weaker by the minute?

Lucifer

Did you ever know that the story of the fallen angel, Lucifer, a.k.a. Satan never was written in the original texts of the Bible? It was the same with Mary, giving birth to Christ a virgin. Interested in details, read this . And this site, urge me more to want a copy of this book and this video .

Naruto

I'm getting to the greater part of Naruto. I can't watch it on tv since my classes are on the afternoon, so I bought myself the entire set of it's series! It was so damn good! I had reached to the point where Itachi and Sasuke meet at last! Damn! Itachi's hot! Even though he seems like a lunatic to wipe his entire clan out, he's one damn hot ninja!

Moved Blog

I installed a WordPress and will move my blog there. Yes, I haven't done so because it need a lot of time. All blog, jounrnal, diary links will be moved there as well. :) If in case you are interested to get your name listed there, just tell me. :) PS: I will only add those people I know.

My Sassy Girl

I watched the movie for approximately 2 days. Because I couldn't watch it straight the other day. Anyway, my first reaction to the movie was, "Poor guy." But hey, he's one of a kind. I was slightly disappointed because the story wasn't the exact one I was expecting. It's not that I didn't like how the story went or the story per se nor I couldn't relate to it. In fact, I could - very much indeed. Although I think, I just expected too much of the movie and it just turned out the "usual" kind of movie I watch. But on over all, I loved the movie, enjoyed myself laughing on the poor guy. Crediting agnosticpilgrim for lending me his copy.

JITSE

Euri, Damn it! Why are you so damn stupid not to open your e-mail for one whole damn week?! You got a mail from JITSE and you just lost one damn good opportunity! It's not that I'm expecting anything like you passing the exam, I just want you to be in the damn seminar! I care less of the certaficates you might earn as well. I just want you to LEARN more than what your useless school could offer. (Okay, so your school have nothing to offer, my mistake to mention.) And because of your tremendously stupid self, you just missed the best way to take advantage. Today is the seminar and you're suppose to be one of the reviewing students! P9,000 is just small, I could even manage to get the money for you and all you need to do is follow up the damn application I had submitted and you still failed? You are old enough! Be responsible! What do you plan on doing after gradutating? You failed Elective 01, what is that subject anyway? It's just Oracle yet you failed. I let it slide

YIM Jerk

I had a conversation with someone at YIM. He's supposed to be my bro's friend's brother on which I care less to know. Translations in (parenthesis) -- Person: hi! Euri: Hello. ^^ Person: Astig website mo ah. (you're website is good) Euri: Which one? Person: Beyond Eternal. Euri: Thanks. Person: goth kba? (Are you a goth?) Euri: huh? Person: sb ng bro ko, goth k daw. (My brother said, you're a goth) Euri: ... Euri: what is your definition of goth then? Person: ung mga taong mahilig sa black. (People who likes black) Euri: I'll add you tomy list of misguided people. Person: nbsa ko pla ung profile mo (I read your profile) Euri: ... Person: palagay ko hnd. kc mahilig k sa mudvayne. (I guess you're not. Because you like Mudvayne) Person: r u a girl? Euri: yeah. Person: ah.. (Oh..) Peron: hnd kc natural sa babae ang mahilig sa rock. (It is not natural for girls to like rock musics.) Euri: what do you want me to listen to? Classic songs?! Person: hnd nmn (not rea

A Five Minute Conversation

It was just a five minutes conversation. Still, I had the chance to talk to him through YIM just a while ago. He already left and said would be back after 30 minutes but I do not need to wait for him. We was mad at me and told me someone sent him a text message (SMS) using Chikka and told him that that certain person saw me with a guy. I was shocked to see I haven't gone out with any guy (besides friends) since we broke up. So what was that? Someone's stabbing me from my back again, I suppose. I was suppose to be angry about it but why am I happy? Is it because I found out that he still cares? Or at least I wanted to tell myself he does. agnosticpilgrim said, I was stupid. And all other friends says I am. I guess I seem that way. But my heart says that I'm not. And I had convinced myself that I'm not. It's just that they don't understand. They don't know how I feel... I promised... and I would hold on to it.

3rd Sex

'Twas this week that I had a conversation with a few friends. It started with an educational topic and later on went to religion. Pass on religion, we end up in topics regarding sexualities. I had mentioned that I'm still into Aiza Seguerra's magazine photo shot because I find her sexy. But that fact doesn't make me a lesbian as one friend referred me to. It's just plain open mindedness. No I am not a lesbian, I am just a hopeless artist who lust for beautiful art. I just find Aiza's photograph to be very artistic. Does that make me a lesbian? If I find a girl beautiful, it makes me a lebian? Even if I am, don't I deserve to be respected as straight people do? I understand that a lot thinks of such as something "not right." And would rejecting them make one right and just? Third sex is not a new thing to us. We all just need to grow up once in a while and learn to accept things as they are. The more we reject them, the more they strive for acceptan

I Drew

Because even at school, I don't have a life, I drew. Did it yesterday afternoon while waiting for my last subject. (And we dont have a class, great. I waited for nothing.) I haven't drawn for quite sometime so bare with it. I'll put the image down after a week to avoid people taking it without consent. XP [Took the image down.]

My Monitor Jammed

Hate rants? Leave! Pasaway na kung pasaway! I don't damn care! Yes, I'm a bad ass. Are you any good? You're just as bad as well! Maybe worst! Blah! Caution: Rant ahead! As the title says. *sigh* Can't believe this! I don't think I could live a day w/o touching a PC! *sigh* XP I'm dying! The last of my decaying mind slowly turns itself to dust as the wind blows it away... far to no one could ever reach it. Okay, so I'm exaggerating. Blah, blah! I'm going nuts! I want my PC fixed. With it, I hardly have the life. Imagine me without it! *sigh*

Dilema

The other night, I had a serious conversation with a friend who turned back to Atheism for reasons I need not state. The words, "I was envious of them. I tried to fool myself but it turned out I couldn't.", he left me caused my once healed wounds to bleed again. My path once again lead me back to the route I passed two years ago. Did I took the wrong side of the road before and was again given another chance to chose between two roads once more?

"I forgot..."

I had come to realize that not all people could comprehend my manner writing. Sad that only a handful people could. But it's best for some, because feeling are shown for only a few who could have the heart to them. Dawn will soon come my way as I still keep myself awake. I hate to stay up but Pain hunts me again. "I forgot..." sharp blades that cut through me deep. If I had never been around, would I had been condemned to oblivion?

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